tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9880736897697112772024-03-06T12:44:50.563+05:30शिखा दीपकShikha Deepakhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14771628630149514529noreply@blogger.comBlogger24125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-988073689769711277.post-23275332806894039012022-07-06T15:41:00.001+05:302022-07-06T15:41:42.975+05:30<p>अब तुम्हारी आंखों के सिवा</p><p>कुछ याद नहीं रहता</p><p>बहुत कोशिश करूं तो</p><p>तुम्हारी धुंधली सी सूरत</p><p>ज़हन में आती है</p><p>ये तुम्हें भूल जाने की </p><p>शुरुआत है</p><p>या फिर तुम्हारी यादें </p><p>मुझमें इतनी जज़्ब हो गई हैं</p><p>कि अब उनका अलग वज़ूद ही मिट गया है।</p>Shikha Deepakhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14771628630149514529noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-988073689769711277.post-17187247755016332102012-04-19T16:17:00.005+05:302012-04-19T17:54:45.813+05:30वजह....<span style="font-size:130%;"><span>उसने</span> <span>अंदर</span> <span>आते</span> <span>ही</span> <span>कहा</span>.......<span>मैं</span> <span>आज</span> <span>गाँव</span> <span>जा</span> <span>रहा</span> <span>हूँ</span>, <span>घरवाले</span> <span>बार</span> <span>बार</span> <span>बुला</span> <span>रहे</span> <span>हैं</span>.........<br /><br /><span>ओ</span>-<span>हो</span>....<span>तो</span> <span>इसलिए</span> <span>जा</span> <span>रहे</span> <span>हो</span> <span>कि</span> <span>वो</span> <span>बुला</span> <span>रहे</span> <span>हैं</span>......<span>लड़की</span> <span>ने</span> <span>पूछा</span>............<br /><br /><span>हाँ</span> <span>तो</span> <span>और</span> <span>क्या</span> <span>करूँ</span>.......<span>इस</span> <span>बेवजह</span> <span>की</span> <span>जिंदगी</span> <span>से</span> <span>थक</span> <span>गया</span> <span>हूँ</span>........<span>मुझे</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>लगता</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>लिया</span> <span>यहाँ</span> <span>कोई</span> <span>नौकरी</span> <span>है</span>........<span>खाली</span> <span>आश्वासनों</span> <span>और</span> <span>उम्मीदों</span> <span>से</span> <span>पेट</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>भरता</span>.....<span>क्या</span> <span>रखा</span> <span>है</span> <span>यहाँ</span>.......<span>लड़के</span> <span>ने</span> <span>कहा</span>.......<br /><br /><span>लड़की</span> <span>बोली</span>.....<span>ऐसा</span> <span>है</span> <span>तो</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>भी</span> <span>कहीं</span> <span>भाग</span> <span>जाना</span> <span>चाहिए</span> <span>इस</span> <span>शहर</span> <span>से</span>........<span>मां</span> <span>के</span> <span>बाद</span> <span>मेरा</span> <span>भी</span> <span>यहाँ</span> <span>क्या</span> <span>रह</span> <span>गया</span> <span>है</span>......<span>कौन</span> <span>है</span> <span>मेरा</span>.......<span>थक</span> <span>तो</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>भी</span> <span>गयी</span> <span>हूँ</span>.....<span>फिर</span> <span>भी</span> <span>जाने</span> <span>क्या</span> <span>बदल</span> <span>जाने</span> <span>के</span> <span>इन्तजार</span> <span>में</span> <span>यहाँ</span> <span>बैठीं</span> <span>हूँ</span>.....<br /><br />अपनी <span>आवाज</span> <span>की</span> <span>तल्खी</span> <span>खुद</span> <span>लड़की</span> <span>ने</span> <span>भी</span> <span>महसूस</span> <span>की</span>.......<span>देर</span> <span>तक</span> <span>दोनों</span> <span>के</span> <span>बीच</span> <span>अबोला</span> <span>पसरा</span> <span>रहा</span>.........<br /><br /><span>वो</span> <span>चुपचाप</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>काम</span> <span>समेटती</span> <span>रही</span>........<br /><br /><span>लड़का</span> <span>शांत</span> <span>सोफे</span> <span>पर</span> <span>बैठा</span> <span>अपनी</span> <span>सिगरेट</span> <span>के</span> कश <span>लेता</span> <span>रहा</span>......<span>पर</span> <span>जितना</span> <span>शांत</span> <span>वो</span> <span>दिख</span> <span>रहा</span> <span>था</span> <span>उसके</span> <span>भीतर</span> उतने <span>ही</span> तेज़ <span>तूफ़ान</span> <span>गुज़र</span> <span>रहे</span> <span>थे</span>.......<span>वो</span> <span>एकटक</span> <span>लड़की</span> <span>की</span> <span>ओर</span> <span>देख</span> <span>रहा</span> <span>था</span>.........<br /><br /><span>लड़की</span> <span>को</span> <span>अपनी</span> <span>पीठ</span> <span>पर</span> <span>गड़ी</span> <span>उसकी</span> <span>नज़रें</span> <span>महसूस</span> <span>हो</span> <span>रही</span> <span>थी</span>.....उसका <span>दिल</span> <span>भी</span> <span>ज़ोरों</span> <span>से</span> <span>धड़क</span> <span>रहा</span> <span>था</span>..........<span>जैसे</span> <span>कि</span> <span>आज</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>होने</span> <span>वाला</span> <span>है</span>.......<span>वो</span> <span>जान</span> <span>बूझ</span> <span>कर</span> <span>लड़के</span> <span>से</span> <span>आँख</span> <span>मिलाने</span> <span>से</span> <span>कतरा</span> <span>रही</span> <span>थी</span>.......<span>उसने</span> <span>लड़के</span> <span>को</span> <span>खाना</span> <span>लगा</span> <span>कर</span> <span>थाली</span> <span>दी</span>.......<span>लड़के</span> <span>ने</span> <span>एक</span> <span>गहरी</span> <span>नज़र</span> <span>लड़की</span> <span>पर</span> <span>डाली</span>.......<span>पल</span> <span>भर</span> <span>को</span> <span>दोनों</span> <span>की</span> <span>नज़रें</span> <span>मिली</span>......<span>लड़की</span> <span>के</span> <span>शरीर</span> <span>में</span> <span>सिहरन</span> <span>सी</span> <span>दौड़</span> <span>गयी</span>........<span>वो</span> <span>झट</span> <span>से</span> <span>नज़रें</span> <span>फेर</span> <span>कर</span> <span>पलट</span> <span>गयी</span>....<br /><br /><span>पीछे</span> <span>से</span> <span>लड़के</span> <span>की</span> <span>शांत</span> <span>गंभीर</span> <span>आवाज़</span> <span>आई</span>.......<span>तुम</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>लिए</span> <span>इतना</span> <span>क्यूँ</span> <span>करती</span> <span>हो</span> ??<br /><br /><span>क्या</span> !! <span>लड़की</span> <span>ने</span> <span>चौंक</span> <span>कर</span> <span>पूछा</span>....<br /><br /><span>लड़के</span> <span>ने</span> <span>फिर</span> <span>दोहराया</span>....<span>मैं</span> <span>क्या</span> <span>लगता</span> <span>हूँ</span> <span>तुम्हारा</span> <span>जो</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>मेरा</span> <span>इतना</span> <span>ख्याल</span> <span>रखती</span> <span>हो</span>.......<span>बोलो</span> <span>क्यूँ</span> <span>करती</span> <span>हो</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>लिए</span> <span>इतना</span> !!<br /><br /><span>यह</span> <span>कैसा</span> <span>सवाल</span> <span>है</span>??.....<span>लड़की</span> <span>ने</span> <span>सकपकाते</span> <span>हुए</span> <span>पूछा</span> <span>और</span> <span>मुड</span> <span>कर</span> <span>तेज़ी</span> <span>से</span> <span>रसोई</span> <span>में</span> <span>आ</span> <span>गयी</span>.......<span>देर</span> <span>तक</span> <span>बिना</span> <span>वजह</span> <span>बर्तनों</span> <span>को</span> <span>उलटती</span> <span>पलटती</span> <span>रही</span>.........<span>फिर</span> <span>पलटी</span> <span>तो</span> <span>ठिठक</span> <span>गयी</span>.....<span>लड़का</span> <span>ठीक</span> <span>उसके</span> <span>पीछे</span> <span>खड़ा</span> <span>था</span>.......<br /><br /><span>लड़की</span> <span>हडबडा</span> <span>गयी</span>....<span>वक़्त</span> <span>पर</span> <span>न</span> <span>संभलती</span> <span>तो</span> <span>उससे</span> <span>टकरा</span> <span>ही</span> <span>जाती</span>.....<br /><br /><span>मेरी</span> <span>बात</span> <span>का</span> <span>जवाब</span> <span>दो</span> <span>लड़के</span> <span>ने</span> <span>कहा</span>........<br /><br /><span>लड़की</span> <span>अब</span> <span>भी</span> <span>चुप</span> <span>थी</span>......<br /><br /><span>लड़के</span> <span>ने</span> <span>आहिस्ता</span> <span>से</span> <span>उसकी</span> <span>बाहों</span> <span>को</span> <span>पकड़ा</span> <span>और</span> <span>फिर</span> <span>से</span> <span>कहा</span>......<span>जवाब</span> <span>दो</span>.......<br /><br /><span>लड़की</span> <span>ने</span> <span>धीरे</span> <span>से</span> <span>नज़र</span> <span>उठा</span> <span>कर</span> <span>उसकी</span> <span>ओर</span> <span>देखा</span>.......<span>अब</span> <span>तक</span> <span>वो</span> <span>संभल</span> <span>चुकी</span> <span>थी</span>......<br /><br /><span>उसने</span> <span>शांत</span> <span>स्वर</span> <span>में</span> <span>पूछा</span>..........<span>क्या</span> <span>जानना</span> <span>चाहते</span> <span>हो</span> <span>और</span> <span>क्यूँ</span> ?? <span>जो</span> <span>भी</span> <span>है</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>भी</span> <span>जानते</span> <span>हो</span> <span>और</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>भी</span>.........<span>फिर</span> <span>ये</span> <span>सब</span> <span>क्यूँ</span> <span>पूछ</span> <span>रहे</span> <span>हो</span>.........<span>जो</span> <span>जैसा</span> <span>है</span> उसको <span>वैसा</span> <span>ही</span> <span>क्यूँ</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>रहने</span> <span>देते</span>.......<span>दोनों</span> <span>की</span> <span>भलाई</span><span> इसी</span> <span>में</span> <span>है</span> <span>कि</span> <span>न</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>आगे</span> <span>बढ़ो</span> <span>और</span> <span>न</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>पीछे</span> <span>हटूं</span>........<br /><br /><span>लड़के</span> <span>के</span> <span>हाथों</span> <span>का</span> <span>दबाव</span> <span>बढ़</span> <span>गया</span>...........<br /><br /><span>उसने</span> <span>मुस्करा</span> <span>कर</span> <span>लड़की</span> <span>की</span> <span>तरफ</span> <span>देखा</span>......<br /><br /><span>लड़की</span> <span>ने</span> <span>नज़रें</span> <span>झुका</span> <span>ली</span>........<br /><br /><span>लड़के</span> <span>ने</span> <span>अपना</span> <span>बैग</span> <span>उठा</span> <span>लिया</span> <span>और</span> <span>बाहर</span> <span>आगया</span>........<br /><br /><span>उसका</span> <span>दिल</span> <span>अब</span> <span>हल्का</span> <span>था</span>.........<span>अब</span> <span>उसके</span> <span>पास</span> <span>वापस</span> <span>आने</span> <span>की </span><span>वजह</span> <span>थी</span>......<br /><br /><span>उसने</span> <span>पलट</span> <span>कर</span> <span>देखा</span>......<span>दूर</span> <span>खिड़की</span> <span>पर</span> <span>एक</span> <span>छाया</span> <span>सी</span> <span>दिखी</span>.........<span>वो</span> <span>जानता</span> <span>था</span> <span>की</span> <span>उसकी</span> <span>भी</span> <span>आँखे</span> <span>भरी</span> <span>हुई</span> <span>हैं</span>.....<br /><br /><span>लड़की</span> <span>के</span> <span>पास</span> <span>भी</span> <span>अब</span> <span>इंतज़ार</span> <span>करने</span> <span>की</span> <span>वजह</span> <span>थी</span>.........</span>Shikha Deepakhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14771628630149514529noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-988073689769711277.post-22954582728612475072011-01-31T12:24:00.011+05:302011-02-01T14:53:34.038+05:30वादा करो........<span style="font-size:130%;"><span>फोन</span> <span>पर</span> <span>तुम्हारे</span> <span>वो</span> <span>शब्द</span>...........<span>मैं</span> <span>अब</span> <span>थक</span> <span>गया</span> <span>हूँ</span>...........<span>हार</span> <span>गया</span> <span>हूँ</span>..........<span>दिल</span> <span>चाहता</span> <span>है</span> <span>इस</span> <span>जिंदगी</span> <span>को</span> <span>ही </span><span>ख़त्म</span> <span>कर</span> <span>दूं</span>...........<span>ये</span> <span>क्या</span> <span>कह</span> <span>गए</span> <span>तुम</span>..........<span>तुम</span> <span>और</span> <span>ऐसी</span> <span>निराशा</span> <span>की</span> <span>बातें</span>..........<span>तुम्हारे</span> <span>मुंह</span> <span>से</span> <span>ऐसी</span> <span>बातें</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>बर्दाश्त</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>होती</span>.........<span>परिस्थितियाँ</span> <span>चाहे</span> <span>जैसी</span> <span>हों</span>...........<span>हालात</span> <span>चाहे</span> <span>जैसे</span> <span>रहे</span> <span>हों</span>........<span>पर</span> <span>मैंने</span> <span>तुमको</span> <span>हमेशा</span> <span>जीवन</span> <span>उर्जा</span> <span>से</span> <span>भरा</span> <span>ही</span> <span>देखा</span> <span>है</span>........<span>फिर</span> <span>तुम्हारा</span> <span>यह</span> <span>रूप</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>कैसे</span> <span>बर्दाश्त</span> <span>करूँ</span>..........<span>तुम</span> <span>जिसने</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>जीने</span> <span>की</span> <span>राह</span> <span>दिखाई</span> <span>आज</span> <span>खुद</span> <span>जीवन</span> <span>से</span> <span>पलायन</span> <span>की</span> <span>बात</span> <span>कर</span> <span>रहे</span> <span>हो</span>...........<span>तुमको</span> <span>ऐसा</span> <span>सोचना</span> <span>भी</span> <span>शोभा</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>देता</span>.........<span>मुझे</span><span> पता</span> <span>है</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>जीवन</span> <span>के</span> <span>किन</span> <span>पथरीले</span> <span>रास्तों</span> <span>से</span> <span>गुजर</span> <span>कर</span> <span>आये</span> <span>हो</span>...........<span>तुमने</span> <span>जीवन</span> <span>में</span> <span>बड़े</span> <span>उतार</span> <span>चढ़ाव</span> <span>देखे</span><span> हैं</span>...........<span>ये</span> <span>तुम्हारे</span> <span>जीवन</span> <span>के</span> <span>अनुभव</span> <span>ही</span> <span>तो</span> <span>हैं</span> <span>जो</span> <span>जिन्होंने</span> <span>तुमको</span> <span>इतना</span> <span>संवेदनशील</span> <span>बना</span> <span>दिया</span> <span>है</span>...........<span>एक</span> <span>बार</span> <span>बस</span> <span>एक</span> <span>बार</span> <span>पीछे</span> <span>मुड़</span> <span>कर</span> <span>देखो</span>..........<span>एक</span> <span>बार</span> <span>पीछे</span> <span>पलट</span> <span>कर</span> <span>देखो</span>.........<span>ज़रा</span> <span>अपनी</span> <span>ज़िंदगी</span> <span>की</span> <span>किताब</span> <span>को</span> <span>पलट</span><span>कर</span> <span>तो</span> <span>देखो</span>.........<span>हो</span> <span>सकता</span> <span>है</span> <span>कि</span> <span>तुमको</span> <span>इसमें</span> <span>ऐसा</span> <span>बहुत</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>दिखे</span> <span>जो</span> <span>तुमने</span> <span>खो</span> <span>दिया</span> <span>है</span>..........<span>या</span> <span>वो</span> <span>जो</span> <span>तुम्हे</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>मिल</span> <span>सका</span> <span>है</span>.........<span>पर</span> </span> <span style="font-size:130%;">जितना <span>मैं</span> <span>तुमको</span> <span>जानती</span> <span>हूँ</span>..........<span>ये</span> <span>कथित</span> <span>सफलताएं</span> <span>तुम्हारा</span> <span>मकसद</span> <span>कभी</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>रही</span>..........<span>तुमको</span> <span>कभी</span> <span>इस</span> <span>अंधी</span> <span>दौड़</span> <span>में</span> <span>शामिल</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>देखा</span> <span>मैंने</span>...........<span>फिर</span> <span>आज</span> <span>ऐसा</span> <span>क्यूँ</span>.........<span>ज़रा</span> <span>एक</span> <span>बार</span><span> अपनी</span> <span>ओर</span> <span>ध्यान</span> <span>से</span> <span>देखो</span>........<span>क्या</span> <span>तुम्हे</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>लगता</span> <span>तुमने</span> <span>वो</span> <span>पाया</span> <span>है</span>............<span>जिसे</span> <span>पाने</span> <span>की</span> <span>ज़रुरत</span> <span>भी</span> <span>लोगों</span> <span>को</span><span> तब</span> <span>समझ</span> <span>में</span> <span>आती</span> <span>है</span>.............<span>जब</span> <span>उनके</span> <span>पास</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>पाने</span> <span>के</span> <span>लिए</span> <span>वक़्त</span> <span>ही</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>बचा</span> <span>होता</span>.........<span>एक</span> <span>बार</span> <span>खुद</span> <span>पर</span><span> अपने</span> <span>दिल</span> <span>पर</span> <span>नज़र</span> <span>तो</span> <span>डालो</span>..........<span>और</span> <span>खुद</span> <span>अपनी</span> <span>तुलना</span> <span>करो</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>आप</span> <span>से</span>...........<span>जो</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>पहले</span> <span>थे</span> <span>और</span> <span>जो</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>आज</span> <span>हो</span>...........<span>एक</span> <span>इंसान</span> <span>के</span> <span>तौर</span> <span>पर</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>आज</span> <span>कहाँ</span> <span>हो</span>.........<span>बोलो</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>कैसे</span> <span>कह</span> <span>सकते</span> <span>हो</span> <span>कि</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>हार</span> <span>गए</span> <span>हो</span>..........<span>तुम</span> <span>जो</span> <span>खुद</span> <span>को</span> <span>जीत</span> <span>चुके</span> <span>हो</span> <span>वो</span> <span>हार</span> <span>गया</span> !!!! <span>कैसे</span> ?? <span>इस</span> <span>निराशा</span> <span>से</span> <span>बाहर</span> <span>आओ</span>........<span>उनको</span> <span>मत</span> <span>देखो</span> <span>जो</span> <span>तुम्हारी</span> <span>ओर</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>देखते</span>............. <span>उनको</span> <span>देखो</span> <span>जो</span> <span>तुम्हारी</span> <span>ओर</span> <span>ही</span> <span>देख</span> <span>रहे</span> <span>हैं</span>...........<span>उनके</span> <span>बारे</span> <span>में</span> <span>सोचो</span> <span>जो</span> <span>तुम्हारे</span> <span>भरोसे</span> <span>चल</span> <span>रहे</span> <span>हैं</span>...........<span>मेरे</span> <span>बारे</span> <span>में</span> <span>सोचो</span>.........<span>तुम्हे </span><span>इस</span> <span>हाल</span> <span>में</span> <span>देख</span> <span>कर</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>कैसे</span> <span>जिऊँ</span>.........<span>तुम</span> <span>टूट</span> <span>गए</span> <span>तो</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>तो</span> <span>बिखर</span> <span>ही</span> <span>जाऊँगी</span>..........<span>नहीं</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>ऐसा</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>कर</span> <span>सकते</span>..........<span>तुम</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>हार</span> <span>सकते</span>........<span>तुम</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>टूट</span> <span>सकते</span>..........<span>तुमको</span> <span>इन</span> <span>अंधेरों</span> <span>से</span> <span>बाहर</span> <span>आना</span> <span>ही</span> <span>होगा</span>...........<span>मुझसे</span> <span>वादा</span> <span>करो</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>इस</span> <span>हताशा</span> <span>से</span> <span>लड़</span> <span>कर</span> <span>बाहर</span> <span>आओगे</span>.........<span>मुझसे</span> <span>वादा</span> <span>करो</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>फिर</span> <span>कभी</span> <span>यूँ</span> <span>हार</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>मानोगे</span>..........<span>मुझसे</span> <span>वादा</span> <span>करो</span> <span>कि</span> <span>अगली</span> <span>बार</span> <span>जब</span> <span>मिलोगे</span> <span>तो</span> <span>होठों</span> <span>पर</span> <span>वही</span> <span>मुस्कान</span> <span>होगी</span> <span>और</span> <span>दिल</span> <span>में</span> <span>वही</span> <span>जोश</span>..........<span>देखो</span> <span>तो</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>जो</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>जिंदगी</span> <span>के</span> <span>नित</span> <span>नए</span> <span>फलसफे</span> <span>समझाते</span> <span>रहते</span> <span>हो</span>.........<span>आज</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>तुमको</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>समझाना</span> <span>पड़</span> <span>रहा</span> <span>है</span>..........</span> <span style="font-size:130%;">न </span><span style="font-size:130%;">न </span><span style="font-size:130%;">फिर </span><span style="font-size:130%;">से </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ऐसा </span><span style="font-size:130%;">न</span> <span style="font-size:130%;">करना............</span><span style="font-size:130%;">फिर </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कभी </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ऐसा </span><span style="font-size:130%;">न </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कहना........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">तुम </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हमेशा </span><span style="font-size:130%;">खुश </span><span style="font-size:130%;">रहो........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">हमेशा </span><span style="font-size:130%;">मुस्कराते </span><span style="font-size:130%;">रहो..........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">हमेशा </span><span style="font-size:130%;">मेरे </span><span style="font-size:130%;">साथ</span> <span style="font-size:130%;">रहो........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">मेरे </span><span style="font-size:130%;">रहो.......</span><span style="font-size:130%;">रहोगे </span><span style="font-size:130%;">न.......</span><span style="font-size:130%;">वादा </span><span style="font-size:130%;">करो.........<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></span>Shikha Deepakhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14771628630149514529noreply@blogger.com13tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-988073689769711277.post-57301248675165994042010-12-19T20:50:00.006+05:302010-12-23T10:12:00.172+05:30वो लड़की.......<span style="font-size:130%;">लड़की</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बन</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पैदा</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">होना</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ही</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">शायद</span>.<span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">एक</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">अभिशाप</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">है</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जन्म</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">से</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ही</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">नीयति</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कदम</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कदम</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">परीक्षाओं</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">के</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जाल</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बिछाती</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">चली</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जाती</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">है</span><span style="font-size:130%;">......</span><span style="font-size:130%;">जिन्दगी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">मोड़</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ढेरों</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">लक्ष्मण</span><span style="font-size:130%;">रेखाएं</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">खींच</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">देती</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">है</span><span style="font-size:130%;">......</span><span style="font-size:130%;">इन</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">सब</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">से</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जूझते</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हुए</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">अपने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">स्व</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">को</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बचा</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जीना</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ही</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">औरत</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">का</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">भाग्य</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">है</span><span style="font-size:130%;">।</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:130%;">वो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">भी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जिन्दगी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">के</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">इस</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">खेल</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">से</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">अछूती</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">न</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">रह</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">सकी</span><span style="font-size:130%;">......</span><span style="font-size:130%;">वो</span><span style="font-size:130%;">......</span><span style="font-size:130%;">वो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">लड़की</span><span style="font-size:130%;">!!!<br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:130%;">उसका</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जन्म</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">एक</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">संभ्रांत</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">परिवार</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">में</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हुआ</span><span style="font-size:130%;">.........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">बाप</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">दादा</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">का</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">नाम</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">दूर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">दूर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">तक</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">मशहूर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">था</span><span style="font-size:130%;">.......</span><span style="font-size:130%;">उसका</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जन्म</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">माँ</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पिताजी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">की</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बरसों</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">की</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">प्रार्थनाओं</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">का</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">फल</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">था</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">इसीलिए</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उसके</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">लड़की</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">होने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">यूँ</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">तो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">किसी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">प्रतिक्रिया</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">न</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">की</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">वो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बेटा</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">तो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">न</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">थी</span><span style="font-size:130%;">...........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">वो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">थी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">माँ</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पिताजी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">की</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">लाडली</span><span style="font-size:130%;">.......</span><span style="font-size:130%;">जो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">चाहती</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">मिल</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जाता</span><span style="font-size:130%;">.......</span><span style="font-size:130%;">पर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जीती</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">नज़रों</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">के</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">सख्त</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पहरे</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">में</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">थी</span><span style="font-size:130%;">...........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">शहर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">के</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">नामी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">स्कूल</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">में</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">नाम</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">लिखाया</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">गया</span><span style="font-size:130%;">........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">जिन्दगी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">घर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">से</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">स्कूल</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">और</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">स्कूल</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">और</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">घर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">के</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बीच</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">सीमित</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">रही</span><span style="font-size:130%;">........न </span><span style="font-size:130%;">दोस्तों</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">के</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">घर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जाने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">की</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">छूट</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ही</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">न</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ही</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उनको</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">घर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बुलाने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">की</span><span style="font-size:130%;">..........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">सच</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पूछो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">तो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उसको</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">दोस्त</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बनाने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">की</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ही</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">इजाज़त</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">न</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">थी</span><span style="font-size:130%;">......</span><span style="font-size:130%;">बस</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उसके</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">गुड्डे</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">गुडिया</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">और</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">खिलौने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ही</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उसके</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">संगी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">साथी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">थे</span><span style="font-size:130%;">........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">अक्सर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">वो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">अपने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">इस</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">अकेलेपन</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> <span>से</span></span> <span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">घबरा</span><span style="font-size:130%;">कर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> रो पड़ती </span><span style="font-size:130%;">........</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><br />समय</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">गुजरता</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">गया</span><span style="font-size:130%;">........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">खिलौनों</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">से</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">खेलने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">की</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उम्र</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पीछे</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">छूट</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">गयी</span><span style="font-size:130%;">...........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">माँ</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">घर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">गृहस्थी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">के</span> <span style="font-size:130%;"><span>काम</span> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">सिखाने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">लगी</span><span style="font-size:130%;">..........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">घर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">में</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बैठे</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बैठे</span> <span style="font-size:130%;">ढेरों</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हुनर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हाथों</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">में</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">आगये</span><span style="font-size:130%;">........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">पर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">अकेलापन</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">अब</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">भी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> व</span><span style="font-size:130%;">ही</span><span style="font-size:130%;">.........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">अब</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उसके</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">साथी</span> <span style="font-size:130%;">बदल</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">गए</span><span style="font-size:130%;">.........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">गुड्डे</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">गुड़ियाँ</span> <span style="font-size:130%;"><span>अलमारी</span> <span>की</span></span> <span style="font-size:130%;">शोभा </span><span style="font-size:130%;"><span><span><span><span><span><span>बन</span></span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">गए</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">और</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हाथों</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">में</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">किताबें</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">और</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कलम</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">आगये</span><span style="font-size:130%;">.........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">पढने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">लिखने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">के</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">नए</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">शौक</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उसमें</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कुछ</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">संतोष</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">भर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">दिया</span><span style="font-size:130%;">.........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">पर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ह्रदय</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">और</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ह्रदय</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">की</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">भावनाएं</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कब</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">किसी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बंधन</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">को</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">मानती</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हैं</span><span style="font-size:130%;">...........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">डरते</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">झिझकते</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उसने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">भी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">अपने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">घर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">की</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">चहारदीवारी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">के</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पार</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कि</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">दुनिया</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">में</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बिखरे</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">रंगों</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">को</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">देखने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कि</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कोशिश</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">की</span><span style="font-size:130%;">..........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">पर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">वो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">तो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ठहरी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">लड़की</span><span style="font-size:130%;">........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">उसकी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">नन्ही</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">सी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">चाहत</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पूरा</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">होना</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">भी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उसको</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बदा</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">न</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">था</span><span style="font-size:130%;">..........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">जाने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">किसकी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बुरी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">नज़र</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उसको</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">लगी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">निर्दोष</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ऊँगली</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उठा</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">दी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">गयी</span><span style="font-size:130%;">...........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">वो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कुछ</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">समझ</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">भी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">न</span> <span style="font-size:130%;">पायी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उससे</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पहले</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ही</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उसपर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">तमाम</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बंदिशों</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">का</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बोझ </span><span style="font-size:130%;">लाद</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">दिया</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">गया</span><span style="font-size:130%;">.............</span><span style="font-size:130%;">पंछी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">के</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उड़ने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">से</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पहले</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">की</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पंख</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">काट</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">दिए</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">गए</span><span style="font-size:130%;">...........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">फूल</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">खिलने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">से</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पहले</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ही</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">मुरझा</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">गया</span><span style="font-size:130%;">..........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">जीवन</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">के</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">इस</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span>आघात <span style="font-size:130%;">ने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उसको</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">तोड़</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">रख</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">दिया</span><span style="font-size:130%;">............</span><span style="font-size:130%;">अंजानो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">किया</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उसका</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ज्यादा</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">गिला</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">नहीं</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">था</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उसे</span><span style="font-size:130%;">........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">पर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">चहारदीवारी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">की</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कैद</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">में</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">भी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उसकी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">चौकीदारी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">करती</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">अपनों</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">की</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">नज़रें</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">वो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बर्दाश्त</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">न</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पाती</span><span style="font-size:130%;">...........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">उसकी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">आत्मा</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">लहूलुहान</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">गयी</span><span style="font-size:130%;">.............</span><span style="font-size:130%;">पर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">किसी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">के</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पास</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उसकी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पीड़ा</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">का</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कोई</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">मरहम</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">न</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">था</span><span style="font-size:130%;">..........</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">तकलीफें</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जब</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कुछ</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कम</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हुई</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">तो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उसने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जीने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">के</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">नए</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">रास्ते</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">खोजने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">शुरू</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">किये</span><span style="font-size:130%;">.........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">बड़े</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">मान</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">मनुहार</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">के</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बाद</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">घर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">से</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ही</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> पढाई </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पूरी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">करने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">की</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">इजाज़त</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">मिली</span><span style="font-size:130%;">.........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">सब</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कुछ</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">भुला</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">अपने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">आप</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">को</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> किताबों </span><span style="font-size:130%;">में</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">झोंक</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">दिया</span><span style="font-size:130%;">..........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">उसकी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">मेहनत</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">और</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">नतीजों</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">माँ</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पिताजी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">का</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">मन</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कुछ</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पिघला</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">दिया</span><span style="font-size:130%;">.........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">आगे</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पढ़ाई</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">की</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">राह</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">मिल</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">गयी</span><span style="font-size:130%;">.........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">पर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">इस</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">सब</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उसको</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">इतना</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बदल</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">दिया</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कि</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">वो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">समय</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">से</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पहले</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ही</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बड़ी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">गयी</span><span style="font-size:130%;">.........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">अपने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हमउम्र</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">के</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बीच</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">भी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">सदा</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">संजीदा</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ही</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">दिखती</span><span style="font-size:130%;">.........<span>न</span> <span>साज</span> <span>सिंगार</span> <span>न</span> <span>ही</span> <span>कोई </span><span>उत्साह</span>............<span>ऐसा</span> <span>लगता</span> <span>जैसे</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>आप</span> <span>को</span> <span>ढो</span> <span>रही</span> <span>है</span>...........</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">समय</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">के</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">साथ</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">किसी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">की</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">सच्चाई</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">सामने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">आही</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जाती</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">है</span><span style="font-size:130%;">..........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">माता</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पिता</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">के</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">सामने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उन</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">लोगों</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">की</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हकीकत</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">भी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">आगई</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जिनके</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बुने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ताने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बाने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">में</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">वो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उलझ</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">गए</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">थे</span><span style="font-size:130%;">.........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">जिनकी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बातों</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">में</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">आकर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उन्होंने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">अपनी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ही</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बेटी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">सवाल</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उठा</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">दिए</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">थे</span><span style="font-size:130%;">.........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">और</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">अपनी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उस</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बेटी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ही</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">सच्चाई</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">भी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उनकी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">आँखों</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">के</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">सामने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">थी</span><span style="font-size:130%;">..........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">जिसने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">चुप</span><span style="font-size:130%;">चाप</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उन</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">सभी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">गलतियों</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">की</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">सजा</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">भुगती</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उसने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कभी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">करी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ही</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">नहीं</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">थी</span><span style="font-size:130%;">..........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">जो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बीत</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">चुका</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">था</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उसको</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बदला</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">तो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">नहीं</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जा</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">सकता</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">था</span><span style="font-size:130%;">..........</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><br />समय</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">का</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पहिया</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">और</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">आगे</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बढ़ा</span><span style="font-size:130%;">..........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">नए</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">नए</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">लोग</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">मिले</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">नए</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">रिश्ते</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जुड़े</span><span style="font-size:130%;">...........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">अब</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">वो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हंसती</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">थी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बोलती</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">थी</span><span style="font-size:130%;">...........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">सजती</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">संवारती</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">भी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">थी</span><span style="font-size:130%;">..........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">उसकी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">छवि</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">एक</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">खुशहाल</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">और</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हंसमुख</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">लड़की</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">की</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">थी</span><span style="font-size:130%;">...........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">लोग</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उसके</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">साथ</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बड़ी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जल्दी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">घुलमिल</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जाते</span><span style="font-size:130%;">........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">वो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">भी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उनको</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">अपना</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">समझ</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उनपर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">अपनी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जान</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">लुटाती</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">रहती</span><span style="font-size:130%;">.........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">अब</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उसके</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">आस</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पास</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">लोगों</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">की</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">भीड़</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">थी</span><span style="font-size:130%;">............</span><span style="font-size:130%;">पर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उस</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">भीड़</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">में</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उसको</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">समझने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">वाला</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">अब</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">भी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कोई</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">नहीं</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">था</span><span style="font-size:130%;">.........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">कोई</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">भी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ऐसा</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">न</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">था</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उसमें</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उसको</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">केवल</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उसको</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">देखता</span><span style="font-size:130%;">.......</span><span style="font-size:130%;">सब</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">अपने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">अपने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">नज़रिए</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">अपनी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">अपनी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ज़रुरत</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">की</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">नज़र</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">से</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उसको</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">देखते</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">और</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">समझते</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">थे</span><span style="font-size:130%;">...........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">वो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">भी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उन्हें</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">यही</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">समझने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">देती</span><span style="font-size:130%;">..........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">वो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">अब</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">भी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">अकेली</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">थी</span><span style="font-size:130%;">..........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">भीतर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">की</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">घुटन</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">अब</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">भी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">दिल</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">की</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">गहराइयों</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">में</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जमी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">थी</span><span style="font-size:130%;">..........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">उसके</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">दिल</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">में</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">छुपे</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">इस</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">दर्द</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">को</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कोई</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">नहीं</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जानता</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">था</span><span style="font-size:130%;">.........</span><span style="font-size:130%;">किसी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">को</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कभी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कोई</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">भनक</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ही</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">न</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हुई</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कि</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">इस</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हँसते</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">मुस्कराते</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">चेहरे</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">के</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पीछे</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">आंसुओं</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">के</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">समंदर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">छुपे</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हैं</span><span style="font-size:130%;">..........</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br />जिन्दगी के अनुभवों ने उसको बहुत संवेदनशील बना दिया...........कोई जरूरत में है.........किसी को कोई<span> तकलीफ</span> है........उसकी नज़रों से बच नहीं पता..........और जब उसकी नज़र पड़े जाए फिर कोई आभावों में रह<span> नहीं</span> सकता..........उससे जो बन पड़ता वो करती.........जो खुद नहीं कर पाती उसके लिए दूसरों से मदद माँग<span> लेती</span>..........उसकी शख्सियत के इस पहलू ने उसको बड़ा नाम दिया.............बहुत लोग उसके करीब आते<span> गए</span>........सब अपने अपने तरीके से उससे अपनी भावनाए अपना प्यार जताते..........कोई भाई बन के खड़ा था तो कोई बहन...........कोई उसको अपना दोस्त कहता तो कोई उसको माँ का दर्जा देता..........जिन्दगी खुशहाल<span> लगने</span> लगी.............पर क्या जो दिख रहा था वो सच था..........<br /><span><br />नीयति</span> कभी उसके लिए रहमदिल साबित न हुई..............एक दिन हकीकत के पार का सच सामने आ ही गया...........एक दिन जब फिर से उसकी अच्छाई पर सवाल उठाये गए............उसकी नीयत पर शक किया<span> गया</span>..........तब उसने अपने चारों ओर अपनों की भीड़ की ओर उम्मीद से देखा...........जब उसको लोगों <span>की</span> <span>जरूरत</span> <span>पड़ी</span> <span>तो</span> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">तो उसको ये माँ बहन या दोस्त कहने वाले कहीं नज़र नहीं आये.........<br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:130%;">वो सब उसी भीड़ में गुम हो गए जो तमाशाई बन के उसके चारों ओर खड़ी थी..........उस भीड़ में उसका कोई नहीं इस बात का गम तो कम था जो बात दिल में नश्तर सी चुभती थी वो यह कि जिन पर वो दिल ओ जान लुटाती रही वो उसी भीड़ का हिस्सा बने नज़र आ रहे थे...............पीड़ा सहनशक्ति की सीमा लाँघ चुकी थी............वो जो सबके जीवन में रंग भरती <span>रही........</span>सब के दुःख सुख बाँटती रही..........आज दर्द के सागर में डूब गयी थी.............रिश्तों पर से उसका विश्वास उठगया..........उम्मीदों ने उसका साथ छोड़ दिया..........अकेलेपन से जयादा भयावह अकेलेपन का एहसास होता है...............वो इसी एहसास से घबरा गयी...........दिल और दिमाग के बीच..........देखने और समझने के बीच के समन्वय बिगड़ गए...........लोगों और आवाजों से परिचय ख़त्म हो गया..........वो बिलकुल खामोश होगयी..........<span>चुपचाप </span>घंटों शून्य में जाने क्या देखती रहती..........वो जो कभी लोगों के लिए ख़ुशी और उल्लास का पर्याय थी............आज गम में अन्धकार में खो गयी............ईश्वर इतना निर्दयी कैसे <span>हो </span>सकताहै............क्या इस दुनिया में उसका हाथ थामने वाला कोई नहीं आया.........<br /><br />आखिरकार उस विधाता का दिल भी पसीज ही गया..........उसके जीवन में एक शख्स आशा की किरण बन कर आया...........उसने लड़की को अन्धकार की गर्तों से बाहर निकला..........उसका हाथ थाम कर उसे जिन्दा होने का एहसास दिलाया.........दुनिया के आगे उसकी ढाल बन कर खड़ा हो गया...........उसके खिलाफ बोलने वालों के आगे उसकी अच्छाइयां गिना <span>कर </span>उन लोगों को खामोश कर दिया...........उसके खुले दिल से किये गए कामों को याद दिला कर उनकी जबानों पर ताले जड़ दिए..........उसमें छुपे हुनर से उसकी फिर से पहचान कराई...............धीरे धीरे उस में फिर से आत्मविश्वास की <span>बेल </span>जड़ पकड़ने लगी..........उसके चेहरे पर फिर से रौनक लौटने लगी..........अकेलेपन का बोझ मिटने लगा...........जीवन में ढेरों रंग बिखरने लगे............खुशियों की बरसातें होने लगी...........उसने अपने आप को उस शख्स की नज़र से देखा तो पहली बार खुद में छुपी अपनी ही असल शख्सियत से रूबरू हुई...........खुद को पहली बार पहचाना...........उसके साथ ने उसमें नयी जान डाल दी...............<br /><br />अब वो उसके साथ अपने संसार में खुश है..........दोनों के बीच का ये खूबसूरत रिश्ता दिनों दिन और भी निखरता जा रहा है..........वो अब खुश रहती है...........घुटन भारी जिन्दगी बहुत पीछे छूट गयी है............दुःख तकलीफों की बातें पुरानी हो गयी हैं...........<span></span><span></span><span></span><span></span><span></span><span></span><span></span>खुले दिल से खिलखिला कर हंसती है वो.............जिन्दगी को सच में जीने लगी है अब.............वो लड़की.......<br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:130%;"><span></span><br /></span>Shikha Deepakhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14771628630149514529noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-988073689769711277.post-75726225222467909322010-12-14T15:51:00.000+05:302010-12-16T09:58:12.703+05:30लौट आओ......<span style="font-size:130%;">लौट आओ कहाँ हो............. तुम बिन मेरी जिंदगी कितनी रीती रीती सी है...........कोई रंग नहीं कोई रौनक नहीं...............सब फीका सा बेमानी सा लगता है.............तुम कहाँ चले गए हो.........क्यूँ रूठे हो..........मुझसे यूँ रूठने की तुम्हारी आदत तो बड़ी पुरानी है............ज़रा ज़रा सी बात पर रूठ जाना और फिर मेरा तड़प कर तुमको मानना............यह सिलसिला उतना ही पुराना है जितनी तुम्हारी मेरी <span>पहचान...............</span>पर इस बार यूँ रूठ जाओगे मैंने सोचा भी न था...........एक बार मान जाओ.........एक बार आजाओ..........आके बता तो जाओ कि मेरी भूल क्या है............मुझसे क्या गलती हो गयी जो तुमने मुझे यूँ अपने से दूर रहने की सज़ा देदी........कितने साल हमने साथ साथ गुजारे हैं..............तुमको मेरी छोटी छोटी बातों का मेरी हर जरूरत का कितना ख्याल रहता था..........तुमको पुकार भी न पाती थी और तुम मेरे सामने होते थे...............तुम थे तो कभी जिंदगी में किसी और की ज़रुरत ही नहीं पड़ी..........कभी किसी को एहमियत ही नहीं दी...............कभी किसी और से जुडी ही <span>नहीं..............</span><span> मुझको तुम्हारी आदत हो चुकी <span>है...........</span>कि अब तुम्हारे बिना जीना बड़ा ही दुश्वार लगता <span>है............</span>तुम ही तो मेरी जिंदगी कि धुरी थे.............. </span><span>पर आज तुम मुझे यूँ छोड़ कर क्यूँ चले <span>गए.............</span></span>क्या तुमको मेरी याद नहीं आती...........क्या तुमको अब मेरा ख्याल नहीं................क्या तुम नहीं जानते कि तुम्हारे बिना मेरा क्या हाल होगा.<span>.........हमारा रिश्ता इतना कमजोर तो कभी न था कि हालात की एक हलकी सी आंधी उसको यूँ बिखेर <span>दे.........</span></span><span></span>वो जादूगर की कहानी याद हैं न जिसकी जान उसके तोते में रहती थी <span></span><span></span> ..........तुम जानते हो न कि<span> बस</span> वैसे<span> ही</span> तुम में मेरी जान बसती <span>है..........अब जब तुम नहीं हो तो मैं भी बेजान सी हो गयी <span>हूँ </span>........तुम्हारे बिना मैं कितनी अकेली हो गयी हूँ...........तुम जानते हो न कि मेरे दिल और मेरी जिंदगी में तुम्हारी क्या जगह है...........फिर तुम ऐसा क्यूँ कर रहे हो..........क्यूँ मुझसे इतनी दूर चले गए हो..........कहाँ हो वापस चले आओ.........लौट आओ........... <span></span><span></span><span></span><span></span><br /></span></span>Shikha Deepakhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14771628630149514529noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-988073689769711277.post-19508462584975931032010-12-14T12:34:00.000+05:302010-12-15T08:55:29.141+05:30मैं हार गयी...........<span style="font-size:130%;"><span>अपने</span> <span>आप</span> <span>को</span> <span>हारा</span> <span>हुआ</span> <span>महसूस</span> <span>कर</span> <span>रही</span> <span>हूँ</span>...........<span>ये </span><span>जिंदगी</span> <span>ने </span><span>मुझे</span> <span>किस</span> <span>मोड़</span> <span>पर</span> <span>लाकर</span> <span>खड़ा</span> <span>कर</span> <span>दिया</span><span>है</span>.........<span>मेरे</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>अस्तित्व</span> <span>पर</span> <span>सवालिया</span> <span>निशान</span> <span>लग</span> <span>गया</span> <span>है</span>............<span>तुमको</span> <span>लगता</span> <span>है</span> <span>कि</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>तुमसे</span> <span>दूरियां</span> <span>बढ़ा</span> <span>रही</span> ......... <span>न</span> <span>न</span>..............<span>ये</span> <span>न</span> <span>कहना</span> <span>कि</span> <span>ऐसा</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>है</span>........<span>पिछले</span> <span>दिनों</span> <span>तुम्हारी</span> <span>बातों</span> <span>में</span> <span>मुझको</span> <span>इसका</span> <span>इशारा</span> <span>मिल</span> <span>गया</span>.............<span>हालांकि</span> <span>ये</span> <span>सही</span> <span>है</span> <span>कि</span> <span>तुमने</span> <span>कभी</span> <span>खुले</span> <span>शब्दों</span> <span>में</span> <span>ये</span> <span>बात</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>कही</span>..........<span>सच</span> <span>कहूं</span> <span>तो</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>तुमसे</span> <span>दूरी</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>बना</span> <span>रही</span>..........<span>तुम</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>उतने</span> <span>ही</span> <span>करीब</span> <span>और</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>लगते</span> <span>हो</span> <span>जितने</span> <span>पहले</span>.........<span>जब</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>मिले</span> <span>तो</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>बड़े</span> <span>अज़ाबों</span> <span>में</span> <span>घिरी</span> <span>थी</span>...........<span>टूट</span> <span>कर</span> <span>बिखरने</span> <span>की</span> <span>कग़ार</span> <span>पर</span> <span>थी</span>.............<span>जिंदगी</span> <span>में</span> <span>ऐसे</span> <span>धक्के</span> <span>खाये</span> <span>थे</span> <span>कि</span> <span>संभलने</span> <span>की</span> <span>हिम्मत</span> <span>ही</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>जुटा</span> <span>पारही</span> <span>थी.............</span><span>ऐसे</span> <span>में</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>मेरी</span> <span>जिंदगी</span> <span>में</span> <span>आये</span>.............<span>मैं</span> <span>बड़े</span> <span>अचरज</span> <span>में</span> <span>थी</span>.............<span>अपने</span> <span>दिल</span> <span>का</span> <span>जो</span> <span>दर्द</span> <span>मैंने</span> <span>बड़ी</span> <span>मेहनत</span> <span>और</span> <span>सफाई</span> <span>से</span> <span>सारी</span> <span>दुनिया</span> <span>से</span> <span>छुपाया</span> <span>था</span>..........<span>जिसे</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>करीब</span> <span>रहने</span> <span>वाले</span> <span>भी</span> <span>जान</span> <span>न</span> <span>पाए</span>..............<span>उसे</span> <span>तुमने</span> <span>चंद</span> <span>मुलाकातों</span> <span>में</span> <span>ही</span> <span>कैसे</span> <span>पढ़</span> <span>लिया</span>...........<span>जल्दी</span> <span>ही</span> <span>मुझको</span> <span>इसका</span> <span>जवाब</span> <span>मिल</span> <span>गया</span>............<span>जब</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>ये</span> <span>पता</span> <span>चला</span> <span>कि</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>भी</span> <span>उसी</span> <span>दर्द</span> <span>से</span> <span>गुज़र</span><span>कर</span> <span>आए</span> <span>हो</span> <span>जिसमें</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>डूबी</span> <span>थी...............</span><span>फिर</span> <span>तो</span> <span>हमारे</span> <span>बीच</span> <span>एक</span> <span>अनोखा</span> <span>रिश्ता</span> <span>बन</span> <span>गया</span>..............<span>दर्द</span> <span>का</span> <span>रिश्ता</span>.............<span>जिसका</span> <span>कोई</span> <span>नाम</span> <span>नहीं</span>.............<span>जिसे</span> <span>कोई</span> <span>नाम</span> <span>दिया</span> <span>भी</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>जा</span> <span>सकता</span>.............<span>जो</span> <span>सभी</span> <span>दुनियावी</span> <span>रिश्तों</span> <span>से</span> <span>कहीं</span> <span>ज्यादा</span> <span>गहरा</span> <span>ख़ूबसूरत</span> <span>और</span> <span>पाक़</span> <span>था</span>। <span>इस</span> <span>रिश्तें</span> <span>में</span> <span>न</span> <span>कोई</span> <span>बंधन</span> <span>थे</span>..........<span>न</span> <span>औपचारिकता</span> <span>और</span> <span>न</span> <span>ही</span> <span>अपेक्षाएं</span>.............<span>मैंने</span> <span>अपनी</span> <span>जिंदगी</span> <span>का</span> <span>हर</span> <span>पन्ना</span> <span>तुम्हारे</span> <span>सामने</span> <span>खोल</span> <span>कर</span> <span>रख</span> <span>दिया</span>..........<span>तुमने</span> <span>भी</span> <span>अपना</span> <span>हर</span> <span>दर्द</span> <span>मुझसे</span> <span>बांटा</span>..............<span>तुम</span> <span>से</span> <span>मिल</span> <span>कर</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>जी</span> <span>उठी</span>..............<span>वो</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>ही</span> <span>थे</span> <span>जिसने</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>ही</span> <span>वजूद</span> <span>का</span> <span>एहसास</span> <span>कराया</span>..............<span>तुमने</span> <span>मेरा</span> <span>जीवन</span> <span>खुशियों</span> <span>से</span> <span>भर</span> <span>दिया</span>............<span>इतनी</span> <span>खुशियाँ</span> <span>दी</span> <span>कि</span> <span>वो</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>आँचल</span> <span>से</span> <span>छलकने</span> <span>लगीं</span>...............<span>मैं</span> <span>तो</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>आस</span> <span>पास</span> <span>रहने</span> <span>वाले</span> <span>भी</span> <span>इस</span> <span>बरसात</span> <span>से</span> <span>सराबोर</span> <span>होने</span> <span>लगे</span>..............<span>तुम</span> <span>धीरे</span> <span>धीरे</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>इतने</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>लगने</span> <span>लगे</span> <span>कि</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>जाने</span> <span>अनजाने</span> <span>हर</span> <span>समय</span> <span>उपरवाले</span> <span>से</span> <span>तुम्हारे</span> <span>लिए</span> <span>चैन</span> <span>और</span> <span>सुकून</span> <span>की</span> <span>दुआ</span> <span>करने</span> <span>लगी</span>............<span>हर</span> <span>पल</span> <span>यही</span> <span>कोशिश</span> <span>रहती</span> <span>कि</span> <span>ऐसा</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>करूं</span> <span>जो</span> <span>तुमको</span> <span>उन</span> <span>दर्द</span> <span>भरी</span> <span>यादों</span> <span>से</span> <span>राहत </span><span>दिलाये</span>.............<span>जो</span> <span>भी</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>बस</span> <span>में</span> <span>था</span> <span>मैंने</span> <span>किया</span>.............<span>जो</span> <span>भी</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>ठीक</span> <span>लगा</span> <span>मैंने</span> <span>किया</span>.............<span>तुमको</span> <span>हँसते</span> <span>बोलते</span> <span>देख</span> <span>कर</span> <span>लगने</span> <span>लगा</span> कि <span>तुम</span> <span>अब</span> <span>उन</span> <span>तकलीफों</span> <span>के</span> <span>पाश</span> से <span>निकल</span><span>ने</span> <span>लगे</span> <span>हो</span>............<span>तुम्हारी</span> <span>बातों</span> <span>में</span> <span>कड़वाहट</span> <span>धीरे</span> <span>कम</span> <span>होने</span> <span>लगी</span>..............<span>मुझको</span> <span>लगा</span> <span>कि</span> <span>शायद</span> <span>अब</span> <span>यहाँ</span> <span>फिर</span> <span>से</span> <span>प्यार</span> <span>और</span> <span>चैन</span> <span>के</span> <span>बीज</span> <span>फूटेंगे</span> ............<span>पर</span> <span>मुझसे</span> <span>जाने</span> <span>कहाँ</span> <span>कमी</span> <span>रह </span> <span>गयी</span>...........<span>उस</span> <span>दिन</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>मेरी</span> <span>हार</span> <span>महसूस</span> <span>हुई</span>.............<span>जब</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>किसी</span> <span>सवाल</span> <span>के</span> <span>जवाब</span> <span>में</span> <span>तुमने</span> <span>फिर</span> <span>से</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>अतीत</span> <span>को</span> <span>फिर</span> <span>से</span> <span>याद</span> <span>किया</span>...............<span>उन</span> <span>सब</span> <span>बातों</span> <span>को</span> <span>फिर</span> <span>से</span> <span>दोहराया</span>...............<span>मुझे</span> <span>तकलीफ</span> <span>इस</span> <span>बात</span> <span>की</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>कि</span> <span>तुमको</span> <span>वो</span> <span>सब</span> <span>बातें</span> <span>याद</span> <span>हैं</span>.............<span>वो</span> <span>सब</span> <span>लोग</span> <span>याद</span> <span>हैं</span>............<span>ये</span> <span>उम्मीद</span> <span>कभी</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>की</span> <span>कि</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>सब</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>यूँ</span> <span>ही</span> <span>भूल</span> <span>जाओगे</span>.............<span>जानती</span> <span>हूँ</span> <span>समझती</span> <span>हूँ................</span> <span>इतनी</span> <span>गहरी</span> <span>चोट</span> <span>का</span> <span>असर</span> <span>इतनी</span> <span>आसानी</span> <span>से</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>जाता</span>............<span>मुझे</span> <span>तकलीफ</span> <span>इस</span> <span>बात</span> <span>से</span> <span>हुई</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>उन</span> <span>बातों</span> <span>को</span> <span>आज</span> <span>भी</span> <span>उसी</span> <span>शिद्दत</span> <span>से</span> <span>याद</span> <span>करते</span> <span>हो</span>..............<span>चोट</span> <span>का</span> <span>एहसास</span> <span>अब</span> <span>भी</span> <span>उतना</span> <span>ही</span> <span>है</span>...........<span>दर्द</span> <span>कि</span> <span>गहराई</span> <span>अब</span> <span>भी</span> <span>उतनी</span> <span>ही</span> <span>है</span>..............<span>दिल</span> <span>की</span> <span>तड़प</span> <span>वैसी</span> <span>ही</span> <span>है</span>............<span>आक्रोश</span> <span>भी</span> <span>उतना</span> <span>ही</span> <span>है</span>............<span>ये</span> <span>सब</span> <span>देख</span> <span>कर</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>सोच</span> <span>में</span> <span>हूँ</span> <span>जिसने</span> <span>मेरी</span> <span>जिन्दगी</span> <span>में</span> <span>इतनी</span> <span>मिठास</span> <span>भरी</span> <span>में</span> <span>उसकी</span> <span>जिंदगी</span> <span>से</span> <span>कड़वाहट</span> <span>के</span> <span>चंद</span> <span>कतरे</span> <span>भी</span> <span>कम</span> <span>न</span> <span>कर</span> <span>पायी</span>..............<span>क्या</span> <span>हक</span> <span>है</span> <span>मुझको </span><span>तुम्हारी</span> <span>दोस्ती</span> <span>पर</span>......... <span>इस</span> <span>रिश्ते</span> <span>पर</span>............<span>मेरे</span> <span>करीब</span> <span>होने</span> <span>का</span> <span>क्या</span> <span>औचित्य</span> <span>है</span>..........<span>मेरे</span> <span>दूर</span> <span>रहने</span> <span>से</span> <span>क्या</span> <span>फर्क</span> <span>पड़ता</span> <span>है</span>.............<span>मैं</span> <span>तुम्हारे</span> <span>लिए</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>न</span> <span>कर</span> <span>पायी</span>............<span>मुझे</span> <span>माफ़</span> <span>कर</span> <span>दो</span>..........<span>मैं</span> <span>इस</span> <span>रिश्ते</span> <span>की</span> <span>कसौटी</span> <span>पर</span> <span>खरी</span> <span>न</span> <span>उतर</span> <span>सकी</span>............<span>मैं</span> <span>हार</span> <span>गयी।</span></span>Shikha Deepakhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14771628630149514529noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-988073689769711277.post-18853397955298080852010-07-29T15:21:00.000+05:302010-07-29T15:57:47.253+05:30विदाई.....<span style="font-size:130%;"><span> ट्रेन</span> <span>धीमे</span> <span>धीमे</span> <span>सरकती</span> <span>हुई</span> <span>स्टेशन</span> <span>छोड़</span> <span>रही</span> <span>है</span>........<span>इंजन</span> <span>की</span> <span>तेज़</span> <span>सीटी</span> <span>सी</span> <span>एक</span> <span>गहरी</span> <span>टीस</span> <span>दिल</span> <span>में</span> <span>उठी</span>..........<span>काश</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>पापा</span> <span>मम्मी</span> <span>का</span> <span>बेटा</span> <span>होती</span> <span>तो</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>भी</span> <span>हमेशा</span> <span>उनके</span> <span>साथ</span> <span>रहने</span> <span>का</span> <span>अधिकार</span> <span>मिला</span> <span>होता</span>......<span>यूँ</span> <span>इस</span> <span>उम्र</span> <span>में</span> <span>उनको</span> <span>अकेला</span> <span>न</span> <span>छोड़ना</span> <span>पड़ता</span>..........<span>मम्मी</span> <span>को</span> <span>फ़ोन</span> <span>लगाया</span>.....<span>मम्मी</span> <span>ट्रेन</span> <span>चल</span> <span>दी</span> <span>है</span>.........<span>पहुँच</span> <span>कर</span> <span>फ़ोन</span> <span>करूंगी</span>.........<span>उधर</span> <span>से</span> <span>मम्मी</span> <span>कि</span> <span>आवाज़</span> <span>आई</span>........<span>ठीक</span> <span>से</span> <span>बैठ</span> <span>गयीं</span>.......<span>बच्चे</span> <span>ठीक</span> <span>हैं</span>........<span>आराम</span> <span>से</span> <span>तो</span> <span>हो</span>........<span>कुछ</span> <span>पल</span> <span>का</span> <span>मौन</span>........<span>मैंने</span> <span>कहा.......</span><span>मम्मी</span>.......<span>आगे</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>न</span> <span>कह</span> <span>पायी</span>......<span>कुछ</span> <span>पल</span> <span>फिर</span> <span>से</span> <span>मौन</span> <span>में</span> <span>बीते</span>.......<span>फिर</span> <span>मम्मी</span> <span>ने</span> <span>कहा</span>........<span>बिटिया</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>मेरा</span> <span>घर</span> <span>सूना</span> <span>कर</span> <span>के</span> <span>चली</span> <span>गयी</span>........<span>आज</span> <span>दिल</span> <span>वैसा</span> <span>ही</span> <span>हो</span> <span>रहा</span> <span>है</span> <span>जैसा</span> <span>तुमको</span> <span>पहली</span> <span>बार</span> <span>विदा</span> <span>करते</span> <span>समय</span> <span>हुआ</span> <span>था</span>...........<span>पिछले</span> <span>दो</span> <span>हफ्ते</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>दोनों</span> <span>और</span> <span>बच्चों</span> <span>से</span> <span>घर</span> <span>में</span> <span>कितनी</span> रौनक <span>थी</span>......आज <span>तुम्हारी</span> <span>गाड़ी</span> <span>गली</span> <span>में</span> <span>मुड़ी</span>........<span>मैं</span> <span>और</span> <span>पापा</span> <span>पलट</span> <span>कर</span> <span>घर</span> <span>में</span> <span>घुसे</span> <span>तो</span> <span>एक</span> <span>धक्का</span> <span>सा</span> <span>लगा</span>...........<span>सब</span> <span>खाली</span> <span>खाली</span> <span>सा</span>........<span>जहाँ</span> <span>नज़र</span> <span>जाती</span> <span>हैं</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>लोगों</span> <span>कि</span> <span>ही</span> <span>कोई</span> <span>बात</span> <span>याद</span> <span>आजाती</span> <span>है</span>.......<span>फिर</span> <span>बोली</span> <span>लो</span> <span>पापा</span> <span>से</span> <span>बात</span> <span>करो</span>.......<span>मैंने</span> <span>पापा</span> <span>को</span> <span>अपना</span> <span>और</span> <span>मम्मी</span> <span>का</span> <span>ध्यान</span> <span>रखने</span> <span>के</span> <span>साथ</span> <span>साथ</span> <span>और</span> <span>भी</span> <span>ढेर</span> <span>सारी</span> <span>हिदायतें</span> <span>दे</span> <span>डाली</span>........<span>उधर</span> <span>से</span> <span>पापा</span> <span>हमेशा</span> <span>की</span> <span>तरह</span> <span>अपनी</span> <span>संयत</span> <span>आवाज़</span> <span>में</span> <span>बोले</span>....<span>ठीक</span> <span>है</span>.......<span>अपने</span> <span>ध्यान</span> <span>रखना</span> <span>और</span> <span>पहुँच</span> <span>कर</span> <span>फ़ोन</span> <span>करना</span> <span>अब</span> <span>रखो</span>...........<span>पिता</span> <span>हैं</span> <span>न</span> <span>कैसे</span> <span>जताते</span>.......<span>पर</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>उन</span> <span>दोनों</span> <span>के</span> <span>दिल</span> <span>की</span> <span>पीड़ा</span> <span>से</span> <span>उनका</span> <span>ही</span> <span>अंश</span> <span>हो</span> <span>कर</span> <span>भला</span> <span>कैसे</span> <span>अनजान</span> <span>रह</span> <span>सकती</span> <span>हूँ</span>.....<span>आखिर</span> <span>मेरा</span> <span>दिल</span> <span>भी</span> <span>तो</span> <span>उसी</span> <span>पीड़ा</span> <span>से</span> <span>फटा</span> <span>जा</span> <span>रहा</span> <span>है</span>...........<br /><span> फ़ोन</span> <span>काट</span> <span>दिया</span>........<span>आँखें</span> <span>बंद</span> <span>कर</span> <span>के</span> <span>सर</span> <span>को</span> <span>पीछे</span> <span>टिका</span> <span>पिछले</span> <span>बारह</span> <span>दिनों</span> <span>को</span> <span>एक</span> <span>एक</span> <span>पल</span> <span>कर</span> <span>के</span> <span>फिर</span> <span>से</span> <span>जीती</span> <span>रही</span>........<span>अचानक</span> <span>एहसास</span> <span>हुआ</span> <span>कि</span> <span>आँखों </span><span>से</span> आसूँ <span>बह</span> <span>रहे</span> <span>हैं</span>.........<span>हड़बड़ा</span> <span>कर</span> <span>उनको</span> <span>पोछा</span>........<span>इधर</span> <span>उधर</span> <span>देखा</span> <span>कि</span> <span>कहीं</span> <span>किसी</span> <span>ने</span> <span>देखा</span> <span>तो</span> <span>नहीं</span>........<span>नज़र</span> <span>बच्चों</span> <span>पर</span> <span>पड़ी</span>.......<span>उनको</span> <span>देख</span> <span>कर</span> <span>मैं</span> जैसे <span>वर्तमान</span> <span>में</span> <span>आगयी</span> .........<span>मायका</span> <span>पीछे</span> <span>छूटता</span> <span>जा</span> <span>रहा</span> <span>है</span>..........<span>धीरे</span> <span>धीरे</span> <span>घर</span> <span>के</span> <span>काम</span> <span>याद</span> <span>आने</span> <span>लगे</span>.........<span>कहाँ</span> <span>से</span> <span>शुरू</span> <span>करने</span> <span>है</span>..........<span>क्या</span> <span>क्या</span> <span>करना</span> <span>है</span>.........<span>दिल</span> <span>पर</span> <span>हाथ</span> <span>रख</span> <span>कर</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>आप</span> <span>से</span> <span>कहा</span>............<span>यही</span> <span>ज़िंदगी</span> <span>है</span>..........<br /> <span>आँखें</span> <span>अब</span> <span>सूख</span> <span>चुकी</span> <span>हैं</span>.........<span>दिल</span> <span>अब</span> <span>भी</span> <span>भारी</span> <span>है</span>...........<span>ट्रेन</span> <span>अब</span> <span>अपनी</span> <span>पूरी</span> <span>रफ़्तार</span> <span>से</span> <span>दौड़ी</span> <span>जा</span> <span>रही</span> <span>है</span>।<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></span>Shikha Deepakhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14771628630149514529noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-988073689769711277.post-88332179954362756862010-04-24T10:03:00.000+05:302010-05-24T17:01:44.296+05:30तुमसे जलती हूँ मैं.............खुद पर इतराती भी हूँ !!!!!!<span style="font-size:130%;"> <span>पता</span> <span>है</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>तुमसे</span> <span>जलती</span> <span>हूँ</span> ..........<span>सोचते</span> <span>होगे</span> <span>कि</span> <span>क्यूँ</span> <span>भला</span>, <span>मैं</span> <span>तुमसे</span> <span>क्यूँ</span> <span>जलने</span> <span>लगी</span>.........<span>बताऊँ</span> ???? <span>उस</span> <span>दिन</span> <span>जब</span> <span>मैंने</span> <span>तुमसे</span> <span>पूछा</span> <span>था</span> <span>कि</span> <span>क्या</span> <span>तुमको</span> <span>कभी</span> <span>इस</span> <span>बात</span> <span>की</span> <span>खुशी</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>होती</span> <span>की</span> <span>कोई</span> <span>इस</span> <span>दुनिया</span> <span>में</span> <span>ऐसा</span> <span>है</span> <span>जो</span> <span>तुमसे</span> <span>बहुत</span> <span>प्यार</span> <span>करता</span> <span>है</span>...........<span>कोई</span> <span>दिल</span> <span>है</span> <span>जो</span> <span>सिर्फ</span> <span>तुम्हारे</span> <span>लिए</span> <span>ही</span> <span>धड़कता</span> <span>है</span>....<span>क्या</span> <span>तुम्हे</span> <span>इस</span> <span>बात</span> <span>पर</span> <span>झूमने</span> <span>का</span> <span>मन</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>करता</span> <span>की</span> <span>कोई</span> <span>तुम्हारा</span> <span>दीवाना</span> <span>है</span>.........<span>मुझे</span> <span>याद</span> <span>है</span> <span>तुमने</span> <span>कहा</span> <span>था</span>........<span>मैं</span> <span>सब</span> <span>सुनता</span> <span>हूँ</span> <span>और</span> <span>मेरी</span> <span>समझ</span> <span>में</span> <span>सब</span> <span>आता</span> <span>है</span>........<span>मुझे</span> <span>सब</span> <span>पता</span> <span>है</span>..........<span>पर</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>पाँव</span> <span>जमीन</span> <span>पर</span> <span>रखता</span> <span>हूँ</span>.............<br /> <span>सच</span> <span>में</span> <span>बड़ी</span> <span>जलन</span> <span>हुई</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>तुमसे</span>.......<span>तुम</span> <span>ऐसा</span> <span>कैसे</span> <span>कह</span> <span>सकते</span> <span>हो</span> <span>उससे</span> <span>भी</span> <span>ज्यादा</span> <span>ऐसा</span> <span>कैसे</span> <span>कर</span> <span>लेते</span> <span>हो</span>...............<span>दिल</span> <span>में</span> <span>प्यार</span> <span>भरा</span> <span>हो</span> <span>और</span> <span>कोई</span> <span>प्यार</span> <span>भरा</span> <span>दिल</span> <span>आपके</span> <span>लिए</span> <span>धड़कता</span> <span>हो..........</span><span>आप</span> <span>सब</span> <span>जानते</span> <span>भी</span> <span>हो</span> <span>फिर</span> <span>भी</span> <span>पाँव</span> <span>जमीन</span> <span>पर</span> <span>रखते</span> <span>की</span> <span>काबिलियत</span> <span>है</span> <span>तुममें</span>. कितना फर्क है तुममें <span>और</span> <span>मुझमें</span>.........<span>पता</span> <span>है</span>........<span>यह</span> <span>सोच</span> <span>कर</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>पर</span> <span>इतराती</span> <span>भी</span> <span>हूँ</span>............<span>अब</span> <span>सोचते</span> <span>हो</span> <span>कि</span> <span>वो</span> <span>भला</span> <span>क्यूँ</span>...........<span>यूँ</span> <span>भी</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>बंधन</span> <span>अच्छे</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>लगते</span>.........<span>तुमनें</span> <span>देखा</span> <span>है</span> <span>न</span>। <span>उड़ती</span> <span>फिरती</span> <span>हूँ</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>ही</span> <span>ख्यालों</span> <span>में</span>........<span>मेरी</span> <span>दुनिया</span> <span>में</span> <span>आसमान</span> <span>की</span> <span>कोई</span> <span>हद</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>है</span> इसलिए <span>मैं</span> <span>जितना</span> <span>ऊँचा</span> <span>उड़ना</span> <span>चाहूँ</span> <span>उड़</span> <span>सकती</span> <span>हूँ</span>.......<span>अपने</span> पंखो <span>को</span> <span>जितना</span> <span>चाहूँ</span> <span>पसार</span> <span>सकती</span> <span>हूँ</span>.............<span>जहाँ</span> <span>चाहूँ</span> <span>जब</span> <span>चाहूँ</span> <span>जा</span> <span>सकती</span> हूँ <span>मुझे</span> <span>कोई</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>रोक</span> <span>सकता</span>.......कभी कभी तो <span>अपने</span> <span>ही</span> <span>आप</span> <span>पर</span> <span>रीझ</span> <span>जाती</span> <span>हूँ</span> <span>कि</span> <span>जिसके</span> <span>लिए</span> दिल <span>की</span> <span>हर</span> धड़कन <span>है</span>............<span>जिसकी</span> <span>खुशबू</span> <span>से</span> <span>मेरी</span> <span>हर</span> <span>सांस</span> <span>महकती</span> <span>है</span>............<span>उसके</span> <span>दिल</span> <span>में</span> <span>भी</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>लिए</span> <span>प्यार</span> <span>ही</span> <span>प्यार</span> <span>है</span>......<span>यह</span> <span>ख़याल</span> <span>ही</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>पांवों</span> <span>को</span> <span>जमीन</span> <span>पर</span> <span>टिकने</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>देता</span>।<br /> <span>यह</span> <span>मत</span> <span>समझना</span> <span>कि</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>ज़मीन</span> <span>की</span> <span>जरूरत</span> <span>का</span> <span>एहसास</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>है</span>........<span>मुझे</span> <span>पता</span> <span>है</span> <span>कि</span> <span>एक</span> <span>दिन</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>भी</span> <span>इसी</span> <span>मिट्टी</span> <span>में</span> <span>मिल</span> जाना <span>है</span>........<span>इसीलिए</span> <span>मैंने</span> <span>इसका</span> <span>एक</span> <span>छोटा</span> <span>सा</span> <span>टुकड़ा</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>पांवों</span> <span>के</span> <span>बीच</span> <span>फंसा</span> <span>रखा</span> <span>है</span>...........<span>जो</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>हमेशा</span> <span>याद</span> <span>दिलाता</span> <span>रहता</span> <span>है</span> <span>की</span> <span>यही</span> <span>वह</span> <span>जगह</span> <span>है</span> <span>जहाँ</span> <span>आखिरकार</span> मुझको <span>आराम</span> <span>मिलना</span> <span>है</span>.........<span>क्योंकि</span> <span>मेरी</span> <span>दुनिया</span> <span>में</span> <span>सब</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>है</span> <span>बस</span> <span>सुकून</span> <span>ही</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>है</span>.........<span>प्यार</span> <span>जो</span> <span>करती</span> <span>हूँ</span>..........<span>अब</span> <span>एक</span> <span>दिल</span> <span>में</span> <span>या</span> <span>तो</span> <span>प्यार</span> <span>रह</span> <span>सकता</span> <span>है</span> <span>या</span> <span>फिर</span> <span>सुकून</span>.......<span>अब</span> <span>जब</span> <span>यह</span> <span>दिल</span> <span>प्यार</span> <span>से</span> <span>भरा</span> <span>है</span> <span>तो</span> <span>सुकून</span> <span>कहाँ</span> <span>से</span> <span>लाऊँ</span>???<br /> <span>सच</span> <span>है</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>तुम्हारी</span> <span>तरह</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>सोच</span> <span>सकती</span>..............<span>मैं</span> व्यवहारिकता <span>में</span> <span>अभी</span> <span>भी</span> <span>कच्ची</span> <span>हूँ</span>..........<span>पर</span> <span>तुम्हारी</span> <span>जिन्दगी</span> <span>का</span> <span>फलसफा</span> <span>जो</span> <span>मैंने</span> <span>देखा</span> <span>है</span> <span>और</span> <span>सुना</span> <span>है</span>............<span>उससे</span> <span>मैंने</span> <span>भी</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>सीखा</span> <span>है</span>......<span>शायद</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>ठीक</span> <span>ही</span> <span>कहते</span> <span>हो</span>।<br /> <span>तुम</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>जो</span> <span>भी</span> <span>समझाते</span> <span>हो</span>........<span>मैं</span> <span>हर</span> <span>बात</span> <span>बड़े</span> <span>ध्यान</span> <span>से</span> <span>सुनती</span> <span>हूँ</span>..........<span>समझने</span> <span>की</span> <span>कोशिश</span> <span>भी</span> <span>करती</span> <span>हूँ</span>.........<span>अक्सर</span> <span>तुम्हारी</span> <span>और</span> <span>मेरी</span> <span>सोच</span> <span>मेल</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>खाती</span>..........<span>पर</span> <span>अगर</span> <span>तुम</span> कहते <span>हो</span> <span>तो</span> <span>वो</span> <span>सही</span> <span>ही</span> <span>होगा</span>। इसीलिए <span>मैंने</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>दिल</span> <span>की</span> <span>एक</span> <span>डोर</span> <span>तुम्हारे</span> <span>पांवों</span> <span>तले</span> <span>की</span> <span>जमीन</span> <span>से</span> <span>बाँध</span> <span>दी</span> <span>है</span>...........<span>जब</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>उड़ते</span> <span>उड़ते</span> <span>थक</span> <span>जाऊं</span>..........<span>भटकते</span> <span>भटकते</span> <span>गुम</span> <span>हो</span> <span>जाऊं</span> जब <span>मेरी</span> <span>रूह</span> <span>को</span> <span>सुकून</span> <span>की</span> <span>जरूरत</span> <span>हो</span> <span>तब</span> <span>तुम्हारे</span> <span>नेह</span> <span>की</span> <span>यही</span> <span>डोर</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>तक</span> <span>ले</span> <span>आये</span>..........<span>क्योंकि</span> <span>जब</span> <span>एक</span> <span>दिन</span> <span>इस</span> <span>जमीन</span> <span>पर</span> <span>आना</span> <span>है </span><span>तो</span> <span>क्यूँ</span> <span>न</span> <span>जमीन</span> <span>के</span> <span>उसी</span> <span>हिस्से</span> <span>में</span> <span>आके</span> <span>मिल </span><span>जाऊं</span> <span>जहाँ</span> <span>तुम्हारे</span> <span>पाँव</span> <span>पड़ते</span> <span>हैं</span>............<span>मेरी</span> <span>खाक</span> <span>के</span> <span>लिए</span> <span>इससे</span> <span>बेहतर</span> <span>जगह</span> <span>और</span> <span>कोई</span> <span>हो</span> <span>सकती</span> <span>है</span> <span>भला</span> ????<br /> <span>मैं</span> <span>आज</span> <span>जरूर</span> <span>अपनी</span> <span>ख्वाहिशों</span> <span>के</span> <span>आसमान</span> <span>में</span> <span>उड़</span> <span>रही</span> <span>हूँ</span>.........<span>पर</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>यकीन</span> <span>है</span> <span>कि</span> <span>जिस</span> <span>दिन</span> <span>मेरी</span> <span>थकन</span> <span>को</span> <span>जमीन</span> <span>की</span> <span>जरूरत</span> <span>होगी</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>पांवों</span> <span>को</span> <span>थोड़ा</span> <span>सा</span> <span>हटा</span> <span>कर</span> <span>अपनी</span> <span>जमीन</span> <span>पर</span> मेरे लिए ज़रा <span>सी</span> जगह <span>बना</span> <span>ही</span> <span>लोगे</span>....................<br /> <span>एक</span> <span>बात</span> <span>पूछूं</span> ?? <span>कहीं</span> <span>अब</span> <span>तुमको</span> <span>तो</span> <span>मुझसे</span> <span>जलन</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>होने</span> <span>लगी</span> <span>है</span>.............<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></span>Shikha Deepakhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14771628630149514529noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-988073689769711277.post-38808248993591392732010-04-23T10:46:00.000+05:302010-04-23T11:22:52.877+05:30थोड़ा सा जी लेने दे..........<span style="font-size:130%;"> <span>बड़ी</span> <span>घुटन</span> <span>सी</span> <span>हो</span> <span>रही</span> <span>है</span>.........<span>मैं</span> <span>सांस</span> <span>भी</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>ले</span> <span>पा</span> <span>रही</span> <span>हूँ</span>........<span>जिंदगी</span> <span>ने</span> <span>तहज़ीब</span>, <span>रस्मों</span> <span>रवायतों</span> <span>और</span> <span>फर्ज</span> <span>के</span> <span>इतने</span> <span>लबादे</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>ऊपर</span> <span>लपेट</span> <span>दिए</span> <span>हैं</span> <span>कि</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>उनके</span> <span>बोझ</span> <span>तले</span> <span>दबी</span> <span>जा</span> <span>रही</span> <span>हूँ</span>........<span>मैं</span> <span>भूलती</span> <span>जा</span> <span>रही</span> <span>हूँ</span> <span>कि</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>कौन</span> <span>हूँ</span> <span>क्या</span> <span>हूँ</span>, <span>सारा</span> <span>दर्द</span> <span>दिल</span> <span>में</span> <span>जमता</span> <span>जा</span> <span>रहा</span> <span>है</span>..........<span>देखने</span> <span>वालों</span> <span>को</span> <span>लगता</span> <span>है</span> <span>कि</span> <span>ऐसा</span> <span>भी</span> <span>क्या</span> <span>हो</span> <span>गया</span> <span>है</span> <span>जो</span> <span>यह</span> <span>हमेशा</span> <span>दर्द</span> <span>की</span> <span>ही</span> <span>बातें</span> <span>करती</span> <span>है</span>..........<span>उनकी</span> <span>गलती</span> <span>नहीं</span>..........<span>किसी</span> <span>के</span> <span>दिल</span> <span>में</span> <span>झाँक</span> <span>कर</span> <span>उस</span> <span>की</span> <span>गहराइयों</span> <span>तक</span> <span>पहुँच</span> <span>पाना</span>, <span>छुपे</span> <span>हुए</span> <span>एहसासों</span> <span>के</span> <span>दरवाजे</span> <span>खोल</span> <span>पाना</span> <span>आसान</span> <span>काम</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>है</span>...........<span>वो</span> <span>भी</span> <span>तब</span> <span>जब</span> <span>उस</span> <span>पर</span> <span>दिखावे</span> <span>के</span> <span>तबस्सुम</span> <span>के</span> <span>तालें</span> <span>जड़े</span> <span>हों</span>.......<br /> <span>समझ</span> <span>में</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>आता</span>!! <span>तू</span> <span>मेरी</span> <span>ही</span> <span>जिंदगी</span> <span>है</span> <span>न</span>........<span>सिर्फ</span> <span>मेरी</span>........<span>फिर</span> <span>भी</span> <span>मेरा</span> तुझ <span>पर</span> <span>कोई</span> <span>इख्तियार</span> <span>नहीं</span>.....<span>क्या</span> <span>फर्क</span> <span>है</span> <span>तुझमें</span> <span>और</span> <span>दुनिया</span> <span>वालों</span> <span>में</span>.........<span>न</span> <span>वो</span> <span>मुझसे</span> <span>पूछते</span> <span>हैं</span> <span>कि</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>क्या</span> <span>चाहती</span> <span>हूँ</span>...........<span>न</span> <span>तू</span> <span>कभी</span> <span>यह</span> <span>देखती</span> <span>है</span> <span>कि</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>किन</span> <span>उम्मीदों</span> <span>के</span> <span>साथ</span> तेरी <span>तरफ</span> <span>देख</span> <span>रही</span> <span>हूँ</span>............<span>या</span> <span>तू</span> <span>सब</span> <span>समझ</span> <span>कर</span> <span>भी</span> <span>अनदेखा</span> <span>कर</span> <span>देती</span> <span>है</span>..........<span>माना</span><span>कि</span> <span>तुझे</span> <span>उस</span> <span>ऊपरवाले</span> <span>ने</span> <span>बनाया</span> <span>है</span>............<span>तेरे</span> <span>वज़ूद</span> <span>का</span> <span>एक</span> <span>एक</span> <span>लम्हा</span> <span>खुदा</span> <span>ने</span> <span>खुद</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>हाथों</span> <span>मेरी</span> <span>तकदीर</span> <span>की</span> <span>कलम</span> <span>से</span> <span>लिखा</span> <span>है</span>........<span>जिसे</span> <span>उसके</span> <span>आलावा</span> <span>कोई</span> <span>भी</span> <span>बदल</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>सकता</span>......<span>तू</span> <span>भी</span> <span>नहीं</span>........<span>पर</span> <span>तू</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>लिए</span> <span>उससे</span> <span>एक</span> <span>गुजारिश</span> <span>तो</span> <span>कर</span> <span>ही</span> <span>सकती</span> <span>है</span>........<span>कर</span> <span>सकती</span> <span>है</span> <span>न</span>??????<br /></span><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-size:130%;"> <span> मैंने</span> <span>तो</span> <span>अपनी</span> <span>तरफ</span> <span>से</span> <span>हमेशा</span> <span>तुझे</span> <span>सवाँरकर</span> <span>सलीके</span> <span>से</span> <span>रखने</span> <span>की</span> <span>कोशिश</span> <span>की</span> <span>है</span>......<span>अब</span> <span>तक</span> <span>तुझसे</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>भी</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>माँगा</span>..........<span>क्या</span> <span>तू</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>लिए</span> <span>इतना</span> <span>भी</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>कर</span> <span>सकती</span> ? <span>मेरी</span> ओर <span>से</span> <span>उससे</span> <span>एक</span> <span>बार</span> <span>इतनी</span> <span>इल्तजा</span> <span>कर</span> <span>के</span> <span>तो</span> <span>देख</span>, <span>शायद</span> <span>वो</span> <span>मान</span> <span>ही</span> <span>ले</span>......<span>मुझे</span> <span>बस</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>पल</span> <span>दे</span> <span>दे</span>............<span>ज्य़ादा</span> <span>की</span> <span>हसरत</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>है</span>...........<span>कुछ</span> <span>छोटी</span> <span>छोटी</span> <span>तमन्नाएँ</span> <span>जग</span> <span>गयी</span> <span>हैं</span>........<span>बस</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>पल</span> <span>चैन</span> <span>की</span> <span>सांस</span> <span>ले</span> <span>लूं</span>........<span>कुछ</span> <span>पल</span> <span>आँख</span> <span>बंद</span> <span>करूं</span> <span>और</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>दिल</span> <span>की</span> <span>तड़प</span> <span>को</span> <span>थोड़ा</span> <span>सा</span> <span>सुकून</span> <span>आजाये</span>...........<span>बस</span> <span>दो</span> <span>चार</span> <span>धडकनें</span> <span>थम</span> <span>थम</span> <span>के</span> <span>आहिस्ता</span> <span>से</span> <span>आजाये</span>..........<span>इन्तजार</span> <span>से</span> <span>थकी</span> <span>बोझिल</span> <span>नज़रों</span> <span>में</span> <span>वस्लेयार</span> <span>से</span> <span>थोड़ी</span> <span>सी</span> <span>चमक</span> <span>आजाये</span>...........<span>कई</span> <span>दिनों</span> <span>से</span> <span>जागती</span> <span>हुई</span> <span>रातों</span> <span>में</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>पल</span> <span>के</span> <span>लिए</span> <span>नींद</span> <span>आजाये</span>........<span>बस</span> <span>इतना</span> <span>ही</span>......<span>मेरी</span> <span>ख्वाहिशें</span> <span>ज्यादा</span> <span>ऊंची</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>हैं</span> <span>कि</span> तू चाहे और <span>पूरा</span> ही <span>न</span> <span>कर</span> <span>पाए</span>............<span>बस</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>देर</span> <span>के</span> <span>लिए</span> <span>रस्मों</span> <span>रवायतों</span> <span>का</span> <span>वास्ता</span> <span>न</span> <span>दे</span>.........<span>फर्ज</span> <span>की</span> <span>बेड़ियाँ</span> <span>न</span> <span>पहना</span>.........<span>कुछ</span> <span>देर</span> <span>के</span> लिए <span>इनके</span> <span>लबादे</span> <span>उतार</span> <span>लेने</span><span>दे</span>.......... <span></span><span>ऐ</span> <span>मेरी</span> <span>जिन्दगी</span> <span>इतना</span> <span>तो</span> <span>करेगी</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>लिए</span>.........<span>बस</span> <span>इतना</span>.........<span>तेरी</span> <span>कसम</span> <span>फिर</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>न</span> <span>मांगूगी</span>....<span>कुछ</span> <span>न</span> <span>चाहूंगी</span>। </span><br /></div><span style="font-size:130%;"> <span>बस</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>देर</span> <span>जीना</span> <span>चाहती</span> <span>हूँ</span>..........<span>थोड़ा</span> <span>सा</span> <span>जी</span> <span>लेने</span> </span><span style="font-size:130%;"><span><span>दे।<br /></span></span></span>Shikha Deepakhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14771628630149514529noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-988073689769711277.post-5457632606471091262010-04-18T18:12:00.000+05:302010-04-18T23:47:27.179+05:30मॉम यू आर टू गुड..............;;<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgR6Y-55McdQoJfZG_yi6OkcGTDT7RTbfDg0Mq-1Q0gbpaLX04_WXJ9QudMDPbhV6YCdUzJsmWmNpdEgcsGumHdWgnzeL9z1zV8rFgPL0WXg9QGMXMTHwHBUwJLHNPa2bfrVTRpRFcRQFFa/s1600/Image0101.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgR6Y-55McdQoJfZG_yi6OkcGTDT7RTbfDg0Mq-1Q0gbpaLX04_WXJ9QudMDPbhV6YCdUzJsmWmNpdEgcsGumHdWgnzeL9z1zV8rFgPL0WXg9QGMXMTHwHBUwJLHNPa2bfrVTRpRFcRQFFa/s320/Image0101.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5461535757169843842" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">शीर्षक से ही समझ गए होंगे कि मैं बच्चों की बात कर रही हूँ। जी सही समझा। कल मैं अपने कम्प्यूटर पर कुछ टाइप कर रही थी...........पता ही नही चला कि मेरे बेटे मेरे पीछे खड़े बहुत ध्यान से देख रहे हैं। ऐसा आम तौर पर होता नहीं है क्योंकि कुछ मिनट तो क्या कुछ पल भी वो शांत नहीं रह सकते। इसलिए आप एक ही जगह बैठे बैठे पता लगा सकते हैं कि वो घर के किस कोने में हैं............और अगर वो घर में हैं साथ </span> <span style="font-size:130%;">ही कोई शोर नहीं है तो मतलब कि कहीं कुछ गड़बड़ है.........कहीं कुछ खुराफात चल रही है.............ऐसे वो दोनों आपको हमेशा सोफे की बैक पर, कुर्सी के नीचे, अपने बंक बेड पर उलटी तरफ से चढ़ते, कार से दरवाजे की जगह खिड़की से बाहर आते ...............या इसी तरह की गतिविधियों के साथ मिलेंगे............अनगिनत है गिनाने बैठी तो जाने यह पोस्ट कभी पूरी ही न हो पाए। हाँ तो अब मुख्य बात पर आती हूँ...........मैं कुछ टाइप कर रही थी और अचानक दोनों मेरे पीछे से आकर मुझ से लिपट गए...........एक स्वर में बोले मम्मी य़ू आर टू गुड...........फिर ढेर सारी फ़्लाइंग किस मेरी और उछाल दी मैं भौचक्क उनको देखती रही ..........मेरी समझ में ही नहीं आ रहा था कि अचानक ऐसा क्या हो गया जो मेरे बेटे अपनी माँ पर इतना रीझ रहे हैं...............मैंने पूछा हुआ क्या.........तो बोले मम्मी तुम तो हमारी मैम से भी ज्यादा इन्टैलिजेंट हो, मैंने पूछा कि भला वो कैसे......तो वो बोले मम्मी हमारी मैम तो कंप्यूटर में केवल A B C D ही लिख पाती हैं पर तुम तो A B C D के बटन से क ख ग घ भी लिख लेती हो ...........रीयली मम्मी यू आर टू गुड........ बच्चों के इस भोलेपन पर मैं मुग्ध हो गयी.............<br /> अपने बच्चों के साथ इनके बचपन का एक एक पल जीने और उसको सहेज कर रखने की कोशिश करती हूँ कुछ यादों में, कुछ डायरी और कुछ फोटों में ......जाने कल वक़्त और जिंदगी उन्हें कहाँ ले जाए ..........पर उनका यह बचपन सदा सदा मेरे मन में ताज़ा रहेगा। मेरे नन्हों की कुछ कारगुजारियां.............<br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhCim6RqLT_X9KKC46SPiof0tXR_T4FGBF4cIiJZCi03CAcimZBRxKzlZxEGUBiqGgiycBeHWL8Dju0z3wv-fALjjBSiTreQjtelmqKy3MkF-Slb53pKNZ_NpNUN4JWOjeBJAX40umho79Z/s1600/Image0168.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhCim6RqLT_X9KKC46SPiof0tXR_T4FGBF4cIiJZCi03CAcimZBRxKzlZxEGUBiqGgiycBeHWL8Dju0z3wv-fALjjBSiTreQjtelmqKy3MkF-Slb53pKNZ_NpNUN4JWOjeBJAX40umho79Z/s320/Image0168.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5461535770322234946" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">बंक बेड पर चढ़ कर छत पर की गयी चित्रकारी..</span><br /><br /><br /> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhmE4JrORxuw1Mxcp3GNeaib6X4VgnGxjgVjO8yeoqveAtF6n0i__mWL0EgfR-kMdWI3wV7ik7pYSyn0PQmgajUIqxEJlGDFQC9IhGg8CIolY8XtfH8p3k5-shZMiqiYquQ-7iyUATVX4A3/s1600/Image0167+a.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhmE4JrORxuw1Mxcp3GNeaib6X4VgnGxjgVjO8yeoqveAtF6n0i__mWL0EgfR-kMdWI3wV7ik7pYSyn0PQmgajUIqxEJlGDFQC9IhGg8CIolY8XtfH8p3k5-shZMiqiYquQ-7iyUATVX4A3/s320/Image0167+a.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5461535759384554578" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:130%;">नयी कार पर पत्थर से खुरच कर की गयी कारीगरी॥<br /><br /><br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEieDm00wPhKzXQZxBfisyXGLnWFutoV_vH3Rd565KvX41agXqZA-LlAAyuHLlrKGfWDYHYARrJOM9xoByayKbySeggCFfc13cx6GijK5CjCrYiXz1ANPKACB7X5Cbfqg_iO_FbAC0oPZc3v/s1600/Image0171.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEieDm00wPhKzXQZxBfisyXGLnWFutoV_vH3Rd565KvX41agXqZA-LlAAyuHLlrKGfWDYHYARrJOM9xoByayKbySeggCFfc13cx6GijK5CjCrYiXz1ANPKACB7X5Cbfqg_iO_FbAC0oPZc3v/s320/Image0171.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5461542845964155794" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><br />मेरे बीमार पड़ने पर बनाया हुआ Get well soon <span>कार्ड<br /><br /><br /></span></span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><br /><br /></span>Shikha Deepakhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14771628630149514529noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-988073689769711277.post-37432162036287406332010-04-09T16:49:00.000+05:302010-04-10T12:55:51.488+05:30सोचती हूँ तुमसे किनारा कर लूं...........<div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-size:130%;"> <span>सोचती</span> <span>हूँ</span> <span>तुमसे</span> <span>किनारा</span> <span>कर</span> <span>लूं</span>..........<span>क्यूँ</span> <span>इतना</span> <span>आश्चर्य</span> <span>क्यूँ</span>...........<span>चलो</span> <span>तुम्हारा</span> <span>आश्चर्य</span> <span>करना</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>तो</span> <span>वाजिब</span> <span>है</span>। <span>वैसे</span> <span>भी</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>साथ</span> <span>थे</span> <span>ही</span> <span>कब</span>??? <span>जब</span> <span>साथ</span> <span>ही</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>तो</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>जाना</span> <span>ही</span> <span>कहाँ</span>??</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"> <span>तुमको</span> <span>शायद</span> <span>याद</span> <span>भी</span> <span>न</span> <span>हो</span> <span>पर</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>जेहन</span> <span>में</span> <span>तो</span> <span>वो</span> <span>पल</span> <span>आज</span> <span>भी</span> <span>वहीँ</span> <span>का</span> <span>वहीँ</span> <span>ठहरा</span> <span>हुआ</span> <span>है</span>.......<span>कितने</span> <span>साल</span> <span>हो</span><span>गए</span> <span>इस</span> <span>बात</span> <span>को</span> <span>शायद</span> <span>सोलह</span> <span>या</span> <span>सत्रह</span>...........<span>मैं</span> <span>हमेशा</span> <span>की</span> <span>तरह</span> <span>ख्यालों</span> <span>की</span> <span>दुनिया</span> <span>में</span> <span>गुम</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>आप</span> <span>में</span> <span>मस्त</span> <span>थी</span>...........<span>अपने</span> <span>काम</span> <span>में</span> <span>डूबी</span> <span>थी</span> <span>की</span> <span>पीछे</span> <span>से</span> <span>एक</span> <span>खनखनाती</span> <span>आवाज</span> <span>मुझसे</span> <span>टकराई</span>.........<span>मुड़</span> <span>कर</span> <span>देखा</span> <span>तो</span> <span>वो</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>थे</span>......<span>पल</span> <span>भर</span> <span>को</span> <span>लगा</span> <span>कि</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>ये</span> <span>कहाँ</span> <span>आगई</span>.......<span>तुमने</span> <span>शायद</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>देखा</span> <span>भी</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>किसी</span> <span>और</span> <span>से</span> <span>उलझे</span> <span>रहे</span>। <span>मैंने</span> <span>भी</span> <span>तुमको</span> <span>ठीक</span> <span>से</span> <span>कहाँ</span> <span>देखा</span>..........<span>पर</span> <span>तुम्हारी</span> <span>वो</span> <span>बोलती</span> <span>आँखें</span> <span>और</span> <span>वो</span> <span>दबी</span> <span>दबी</span> <span>सी</span> <span>मुस्कान</span>........<span>कुछ</span> <span>तो</span> <span>असर</span> <span>कर</span> <span>गयी</span>। </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"> <span>मुझे</span> <span>पता</span> <span>ही</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>चला</span> <span>की</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>कब</span> <span>अपनी</span> <span>दुनिया</span> <span>से</span> <span>निकल</span> <span>कर</span> <span>एक</span> <span>नयी</span> <span>निराली</span> <span>दुनिया</span> <span>में</span> <span>आगई</span>..........<span>जहाँ</span> <span>हर</span> <span>पल</span> <span>मेरी</span> <span>नज़र</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>पर</span> <span>रहती</span> <span>हर</span> <span>सांस</span> <span>तुम्हारे</span> <span>शब्दों</span> <span>को</span> <span>सुनकर</span> <span>थम</span> <span>सी</span> <span>जाती</span>..........<span>पर</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>बावली</span> <span>जान</span> <span>ही</span> <span>न</span> <span>पायी</span> <span>की</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>कब</span> <span>चुपके</span> <span>से</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>दिल</span> <span>में</span> <span>घर</span> <span>कर</span> <span>गए</span>.........<span>तब</span> <span>भी</span> <span>न</span> <span>जाना</span> <span>जब</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>दूर</span> <span>हो</span> <span>गए</span>..........<span>मैं</span> <span>फिर</span> <span>से</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>ख्यालों</span> <span>की</span> <span>दुनिया</span> <span>में</span> <span>गुम</span> <span>हो</span> <span>गयी</span> <span>पर</span> <span>इस</span> <span>बार</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>भी</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>साथ</span> <span>थे</span>......</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"> <span>कुछ</span> <span>महीने</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>भीतर</span> <span>उथल</span> <span>पुथल</span> <span>मची</span> <span>रही</span>...........<span>कुछ</span> <span>खोया</span> <span>खोया</span> <span>सा</span> <span>लगता</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>खाली</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>रीता</span> <span>सा</span>...........<span>मैं</span> <span>खोजती</span> <span>ही</span> <span>रही</span> <span>की</span> <span>क्या</span> <span>है</span> <span>जो</span> <span>खो</span> <span>दिया</span> <span>और</span> <span>क्या</span> <span>है</span> <span>जो</span> <span>पा</span> <span>लिया</span>........<span>पर</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>भी</span> <span>समझ</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>आया</span>.......<span>इस</span> <span>एहसास</span> <span>का</span> <span>एहसास</span> <span>की</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>से</span> <span>लगने</span> <span>लगे</span> <span>हो</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>तब</span> <span>हुआ</span> <span>जब</span> <span>मैंने</span> <span>तुमको</span> <span>दोबारा</span> <span>देखा</span>। </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"> <span>उस</span> <span>अलसाई</span> <span>सी</span> <span>सुबह</span> <span>तुम्हारी</span> <span>नींद</span> <span>भरी</span> <span>आँखे</span> <span>मेरी</span> <span>आँखों</span> <span>से</span> <span>मिली</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>सिहर</span> <span>कर</span> <span>रह</span> <span>गयी</span>..........<span>तुमने</span> <span>फिर</span> <span>से</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>अनदेखा</span> <span>कर</span> <span>दिया</span>, <span>पर</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>उसके</span> <span>बाद</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>भी</span> <span>देख</span> <span>न</span> <span>पाई</span>.......<span>मेरे</span> <span>भीतर</span> <span>कुछ</span> एहसास <span>पनपने</span> <span>की</span> <span>आहट</span> <span>ने</span> <span>उस</span><span>दिन</span> <span>की</span> <span>तरह</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>जीवन</span> <span>को</span> <span>भी</span> <span>बसंती</span> <span>कर</span> <span>दिया</span>..............<span>मैंने</span> <span>सोचा</span> <span>की</span> <span>अब</span> <span>जो</span> <span>मिले</span> <span>तो</span> <span>फिर</span> <span>न</span> खोने <span>दूँगी</span> <span>कम</span> <span>से</span> <span>कम</span> <span>तुम्हारे</span> <span>सामने</span> <span>खड़े</span> <span>हो</span> <span>कर</span> <span>यह</span> <span>तो</span> <span>कह</span> <span>ही</span> <span>दूँगी</span> <span>की</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>भी</span> <span>हूँ</span>...............<span>मेरे</span> <span>भीतर</span> <span>के</span> <span>वो</span> <span>कोमल</span> <span>एहसास</span> <span>डरते</span> <span>सकुचाते</span> <span>धीमे</span> <span>धीमे</span> <span>पग</span> <span>रखते</span> <span>तुम्हारी</span> <span>ओर</span> <span>बढ़ने</span> <span>ही</span> <span>लगे</span> <span>थे</span> <span>पर</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>जान</span> <span>भी</span> <span>न</span> <span>पाए</span> <span>और</span> <span>मैंने</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>हाथों</span> <span>से</span> <span>उनको</span> <span>मसल</span> <span>कर</span> <span>परे</span> <span>हटा</span> <span>दिया</span>......<span>नहीं</span> <span>पता</span> <span>था</span> <span>की</span> <span>तुमको</span> <span>देख</span> <span>कर</span> <span>अनजाने</span> <span>में</span> <span>जो</span> <span>एक</span> <span>साधारण</span> <span>सा</span> <span>जुमला</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>मुह</span> <span>से</span> <span>निकला</span> <span>वो</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>जीवन</span> <span>में</span> <span>इतना</span> <span>बड़ा</span> <span>तूफ़ान</span> <span>ला</span> <span>देगा</span>.............<span>तुम्हे</span> <span>याद</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>वो</span> <span>मिठाई</span> <span>का</span> <span>दोना</span> <span>जो</span> <span>तुमने</span> <span>मेरी</span> <span>तरफ</span> <span>बढाया</span> <span>था</span> <span>उसे</span> <span>किसी</span> <span>ने</span> <span>यह</span> <span>कह</span> <span>कर</span> <span>परे</span> <span>हटा</span> <span>दिया</span> <span>कि</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>पसंद</span> <span>नहीं</span>............<span>मुझसे</span> <span>सवाल</span> <span>किया</span> <span>गया</span> <span>की</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>दिल</span> <span>में</span> <span>क्या</span> <span>है</span>.........<span>मैंने</span> <span>बेबाकी</span> <span>से</span> <span>कहा</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>तो</span> <span>है</span> <span>क्या</span> <span>है</span> <span>यह</span> <span>पता</span> <span>नहीं</span>...........<span>मेरे</span> <span>सामने</span> <span>दो</span> <span>रास्ते</span> <span>रखे</span> <span>गए</span> <span>या</span> <span>तो</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>उनकी</span> <span>ख़ुशी</span> <span>कुर्बान</span> <span>कर</span> <span>दूं</span> <span>या</span> <span>फिर</span> <span>खुद</span> <span>कुर्बान</span> <span>हो</span> <span>जाऊं</span>...........<span>कहने</span> <span>वाले</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>भी</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>थे</span> <span>और</span> <span>तुम्हारे</span> <span>भी</span>.............<span>पर</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>तो</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>भाई</span> <span>की</span> <span>बात</span> <span>पर</span> <span>कहकहे</span> <span>लगा</span> <span>रहे</span> <span>थे</span>........<span>तुमको</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>दिल</span> <span>के</span> <span>टूटने</span> <span>की</span> <span>आवाज</span> <span>सुनाई</span> <span>भी</span> <span>न</span> <span>दी</span>...........<span>मैं</span> <span>कब</span> <span>वहां</span> <span>से</span> <span>उठ</span> <span>कर</span> <span>चली</span> <span>आई</span> <span>तुमको</span> <span>पता</span> <span>भी</span> <span>न</span> <span>चला</span>.............</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"> <span>उस</span> <span>दिन</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>टूट</span> <span>कर</span> <span>बिखर</span> <span>गयी</span>............<span>अपने</span> <span>हाथों</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>दिल</span> <span>के</span> <span>इतने</span> <span>टुकड़े</span> <span>किये</span> <span>कि </span> <span>आज</span> <span>तक</span> <span>उन्हें</span> <span>कोई</span> <span>जोड़</span> <span>न</span> <span>सका</span>............<span>काश</span> <span>तुमने</span> <span>उस</span> <span>समय</span> <span>मेरी</span> <span>ख़ामोशी</span> <span>सुनी</span> <span>होती</span>.............<span>काश</span> <span>तुमने</span> <span>मेरी</span> <span>आँखे</span> <span>देखी</span> <span>होती</span>..........<span>पर</span> <span>तुम्हारी</span> <span>तो</span> <span>पीठ</span> <span>थी</span> <span>मेरी</span> <span>तरफ</span> <span>तुमने</span> <span>तो</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>जाते</span> <span>हुए</span> <span>भी</span> <span>न</span> <span>देखा</span>............<span>मैं</span> <span>तुम्हारी</span> <span>उस</span> <span>दुनिया</span> <span>से</span> <span>निकल</span> <span>आई</span> <span>जिसमें</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>होने</span> <span>या</span> <span>न</span> <span>होने</span> <span>का</span> <span>एहसास</span> <span>तुमको</span> <span>कभी</span> <span>हुआ</span> <span>ही</span> <span>नहीं</span>.............<span>मैंने</span> <span>इश्वर</span> <span>को</span> <span>साक्षी</span> <span>मान</span> <span>कर</span> <span>कसम</span> <span>खायी</span> <span>अब</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>उसे</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>सामने</span> <span>ले</span> <span>आओ</span> <span>तो</span> <span>ले</span> <span>आओ</span> <span>मैं</span> तुम्हारी <span>ओर</span> <span>कभी</span> <span>नज़र</span> <span>उठा</span> <span>कर</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>देखूँगी</span>.............</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"> <span>उसके</span> <span>बाद</span> <span>मैंने</span> <span>तुमको</span> <span>फिर</span> <span>कभी</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>देखा</span>.............कभी <span>कोशिश</span> <span>भी</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>की</span>............<span>तुमको</span> <span>भुलाने</span> <span>की</span> <span>बहुत</span> <span>कोशिश</span> <span>की</span> <span>एक</span> <span>हद</span> <span>तक</span> <span>भुला</span> <span>भी</span> <span>दिया</span>...........<span>पर</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>न</span> <span>रही</span>..........<span>मेरे</span> <span>जीवन</span> <span>में</span> <span>फिर</span> <span>कोई</span> <span>बसंती</span> <span>रंग</span> <span>न</span> <span>आया</span>..............<span>किसी</span> <span>आवाज</span> <span>में</span> <span>वो</span> <span>खनखनाहट</span> <span>सुनाई</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>दी</span>............<span>पर</span> <span>जिन्दगी</span> <span>कहाँ</span> <span>किसी</span> <span>के</span> <span>लिए</span> <span>रुकती</span> <span>है</span> <span>सो</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>लिए</span> <span>भी</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>ठहरी</span>.................<span>जीवन</span> <span>अपनी</span> <span>गति</span> <span>से</span> <span>चलता</span> <span>रहा</span>........<span>मेरे</span> जीवन <span>ने</span> <span>कई</span> <span>नए</span> <span>रंग</span> <span>देखे</span>...........<span>मुझमें</span> <span>कई</span> <span>एहसासों</span> <span>ने</span> <span>जन्म</span> <span>लिया</span>..........<span>कितने</span> <span>बरस</span> <span>बीत</span> <span>गए</span>.........<span>सब</span> <span>ठीक</span> <span>ठाक</span> <span>चल</span> <span>ही</span> <span>रहा</span> <span>था</span>........<span>अचानक</span>...... <span>एक</span><span>दिन</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>सामने</span>...........<span>वही</span> <span>बोलती</span> <span>आँखे</span> <span>वही</span> <span>आवाज</span> <span>वही</span> <span>दबी</span> <span>दबी</span> <span>सी</span> <span>मुस्कान</span>............<span>तुमने</span> <span>पूछा</span> <span>पहचानना</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>क्या</span>? <span>मैं</span> <span>अवाक्</span> <span>रह</span> <span>गयी</span>........<span>कुछ</span> <span>ठहर</span> <span>कर</span> <span>मैंने</span> <span>जवाब</span> <span>भी</span> <span>दिया</span> <span>की</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>तो</span> <span>समझती</span> <span>थी</span> <span>की</span> <span>आप</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>पहचानते</span>.........<span>पर</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>मेरी</span> <span>बात</span> <span>का</span> <span>मतलब</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>समझे</span>...........<span>समझते</span> <span>भी</span> <span>कैसे</span> <span>मैंने</span> <span>कभी</span> <span>तुमको</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>पता</span> <span>ही</span> <span>ना</span> <span>चलने</span> <span>दिया</span>। </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"> <span>अब</span> <span>जब</span> <span>फिर</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>सामने</span> <span>हो</span> <span>तो</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>बड़ी</span> <span>उलझन</span> <span>में</span> <span>हूँ</span>...........<span>जिन</span> <span>एहसासों</span> <span>को</span> <span>सालों</span> <span>पहले</span> <span>की</span> <span>एक</span> <span>बसंत</span><span>पंचमी</span> <span>के</span> <span>दिन</span> <span>चौराहे</span> <span>की</span> <span>होली</span> <span>पर</span> <span>रख</span> <span>आई</span> <span>थी</span> <span>जिनको</span> <span>पूरनमासी</span> <span>की</span> <span>रात</span> <span>होलिका</span> <span>के</span> <span>साथ</span> <span>जला</span> <span>दिया</span> <span>था</span>..........<span>उसकी</span> <span>राख</span> <span>को</span> <span>भी</span> <span>आसुओं</span> <span>में</span> <span>घोल</span> <span>कर</span> <span>गरल</span> <span>बना</span> <span>कर</span> <span>पी</span> <span>गयी</span> <span>कि</span> <span>कोई</span> <span>उसे</span> <span>भी</span> <span>न</span> <span>देख</span> <span>सके</span>...........<span>वो</span> <span>तो</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>कंठ</span> <span>से</span> <span>उतरी</span> <span>ही</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>और</span> <span>जो</span> <span>उतरी</span> <span>तो</span> <span>दिल</span> <span>के</span> <span>किसी</span> <span>कोने</span> <span>में</span> <span>आज</span> <span>तक</span> <span>दबी</span> <span>रही</span>...........<span>अब</span> <span>उस</span> <span>राख</span> <span>से</span> <span>आंसू</span> <span>सूख</span> <span>गए</span> <span>हैं</span>...........<span>उसमें</span> <span>हलचल</span> <span>होने</span> <span>लगी</span> <span>है</span>.........<span>डरती</span> <span>हूँ</span> <span>की</span> <span>कोई</span> <span>चिंगारी</span> <span>कहीं</span> <span>फूट</span> <span>न</span> <span>जाए</span>.................<span>तब</span> <span>से</span> <span>और</span><span> भी</span> <span>ज्यादा</span> <span>डर</span> <span>गयी</span> <span>हूँ</span> <span>जब</span> <span>बीती</span> <span>एक</span> <span>शाम</span> <span>मैंने</span> <span>तुम्हारे</span> <span>साथ</span> <span>वही</span> <span>मिठाई</span> <span>खा</span> <span>कर</span> <span>अपना</span> <span>व्रत</span> <span>तोड़</span> <span>दिया</span>................</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"> <span>तुमसे</span> <span>कटने</span> <span>लगी</span> <span>हूँ</span> <span>की</span> <span>कहीं</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>मुझको</span> <span>पढ़</span> <span>न</span> <span>लो</span>.............<span>कहीं</span> <span>मेरा</span> <span>भेद</span> <span>जान</span> <span>न</span> <span>लो</span>, <span>जो</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>इतने</span> <span>बरसों</span> <span>की</span> <span>तपस्या</span> <span>है</span>..........<span>आज</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>किसी</span> <span>के</span> <span>साए</span> <span>में</span> <span>खड़ी</span> <span>हूँ</span>...............<span>मेरे</span> <span>आँचल</span> <span>में</span> किसी <span>के</span> <span>भविष्य</span> <span>हैं</span>............<span>तुम्हारे</span> <span>हाथों</span> <span>की</span> <span>रेखाओं</span> <span>में</span> <span>भी</span> <span>तो</span> <span>तकदीर</span> <span>ने</span> <span>कई</span> <span>नाम</span> <span>जोड़</span> <span>दिए</span> <span>हैं</span>..............<span>आज</span> वो<span> सब</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>भी</span> <span>उतने</span> <span>ही</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>हैं</span> <span>जितने</span> <span>तुम्हारे</span>........<span>उस</span> <span>दिन</span> <span>मैंने</span> <span>वो</span> <span>विष</span> <span>इस</span> <span>लिए</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>पिया</span> <span>था</span> <span>की</span> <span>आज</span> <span>उम्र</span> <span>के</span> <span>इस</span> <span>मोड़</span> <span>पर</span> <span>जब</span> <span>सफेदी</span> <span>हमारे</span> <span>बालों</span> <span>से</span> <span>झलकने</span> <span>लगी</span> <span>है</span>...............<span>आज</span> <span>उसे</span> <span>उन्ही</span> <span>अपनों</span> <span>के</span> <span>गलों</span> <span>में</span> <span>उड़ेल</span> <span>दूं</span>...............<span>मेरी</span> <span>तपस्या</span> <span>भंग</span> <span>मत</span> <span>करना</span>..........<span>जैसे</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>अब</span> <span>तक</span> <span>अनजान</span> <span>थे</span> <span>वैसे</span> <span>ही</span> <span>अनजान</span> <span>बने</span> <span>रहना</span>.......<span>वरना</span> <span>वो</span> <span>तूफ़ान</span> <span>जो</span> <span>मैंने</span> <span>बरसों</span> <span>पहले</span> <span>रोका</span> <span>था</span> <span>अब</span> <span>आजायेगा</span>..........<span>इतने</span> <span>सालों</span> <span>के</span> <span>बाद</span> <span>उसे</span> <span>रोकने</span> <span>की</span> <span>ताकत</span> <span>मुझमें</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>है</span>........<span>बड़ी</span> <span>मुश्किल</span> <span>से</span> <span>दिल</span> <span>को</span> <span>कतरा</span> <span>कतरा</span> <span>कर</span> <span>के</span> <span>जोड़ा</span> <span>है</span>...............<span>टूटने</span> <span>का</span> <span>दर्द</span> <span>जानती</span> <span>हूँ</span> <span>इसलिए</span> <span>किसी</span> <span>और</span> <span>के</span> <span>बिखरने</span> <span>का</span> <span>कारण</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>बनना</span> <span>चाहती</span>...........<span>मेरे</span> <span>पास</span> <span>न</span> <span>आना</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>फिर</span> <span>से</span> <span>बिखर</span> <span>जाऊंगी</span>। </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"> <span>शायद</span> <span>अब</span> <span>तक</span> <span>तुम</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>दर्द</span> <span>की</span> <span>तहों</span> <span>तक</span> <span>जा</span> <span>कर</span> <span>उसपे</span> <span>लिखा</span> <span>अपना</span> <span>नाम</span> <span>पढ़</span> <span>आए</span> <span>होगे</span>............<span>तुमने</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>जान</span> <span>भी</span> <span>लिया</span> <span>होगा</span> <span>और</span> <span>पहचान</span> <span>भी</span> <span>लिया</span> <span>होगा</span>..............<span>कुछ</span> <span>एहसास</span> <span>तुम्हारे</span> <span>दिल</span> <span>में</span> <span>भी</span> <span>उठ</span> <span>रहे</span><span>होंगे</span>............<span>तुमको</span> <span>उन्ही</span> <span>का</span> <span>वास्ता</span>........<span>पहली</span> <span>पहली</span> <span>और</span> <span>आखिरी</span> <span>बार</span> <span>तुमसे</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>मांगती</span> <span>हूँ</span>.........<span>अपनी</span> <span>इस</span> <span>विरहिणी</span> <span>को</span> <span>चिरविरहिनी</span> <span>ही</span> <span>बना</span> <span>रहने</span> <span>दो</span>............<span>इसी</span> <span>में</span> <span>सबकी</span> <span>भलाई</span> <span>है</span>.........</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"> .............<span>इसीलिए</span> <span>सोचती</span> <span>हूँ</span> <span>तुमसे</span> <span>किनारा</span> <span>कर</span> <span>लूं</span>................</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">(<span>यह</span> <span>कहानी</span> <span>पूर्णतया</span> <span>काल्पनिक</span> <span>है</span> <span>जो</span> <span>रात</span> <span>के</span> <span>दो</span> <span>बजे</span> <span>मैंने</span> <span>लिखी</span> <span>है</span>............<span>वैसे</span> <span>आप</span> <span>सब</span> <span>इसे</span> <span>पढ़</span> <span>कर</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>हिसाब</span><span>से</span> <span>समझनें</span> <span>और</span> <span>फिर</span> <span>सोचने</span> <span>के</span> <span>लिए</span> <span>स्वतंत्र</span> <span>हैं</span> ........ :) )</span><br /></div>Shikha Deepakhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14771628630149514529noreply@blogger.com13tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-988073689769711277.post-62899981464673428842010-03-19T15:24:00.000+05:302010-03-19T15:54:11.056+05:30शुक्रिया ......ऐ दोस्त !!!!!!<span style="font-size:130%;"> <span>करीब</span> <span>दस</span> <span>महीनों</span> <span>के</span> <span>बाद</span> <span>आज</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>ब्लॉग</span> <span>पर</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>लिख</span> <span>रही</span> <span>हूँ</span>। <span>इतने</span> <span>दिनों</span> <span>न</span> <span>लिखने</span> <span>के</span> <span>बहुत</span> <span>ढेर</span> <span>सारे</span> <span>कारण</span> <span>हैं</span>, <span>उनको</span> <span>फिर</span> <span>कभी</span> <span>बताउंगी</span> <span>पर</span> <span>अभी</span> <span>बताती</span> <span>हूँ</span> <span>कि</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>क्यों</span> <span>फिर</span> <span>लिख</span> <span>पा</span> <span>रही</span> <span>हूँ</span>...............<span>इतने</span> <span>दिनों</span> <span>लिखा</span> <span>तो</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>पर</span> <span>बहुत</span> <span>कुछ </span><span>पढ़ा</span> <span>और</span> <span>बहुतों</span> <span>को</span> <span>पढ़ा</span>। <span>उस</span> <span>बहुत</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>और</span> <span>बहुतों</span> <span>में</span> <span>से</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>ने</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>अन्दर</span> <span>फिर</span> <span>से</span> <span>नए</span> <span>प्राण</span><span>संचार</span> <span>कर</span> <span>दिए</span> <span>हैं</span> <span>जो</span> <span>मेरा</span> <span>दिल</span> <span>फिर</span> <span>से</span> <span>सोचने</span> <span>पर</span> <span>मजबूर</span> <span>हो</span> <span>गया</span> <span>है</span>। <span>या</span> <span>यूँ</span> <span>कहें</span> <span>कि</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>दिल</span> <span>के</span> <span>हांथो</span> <span>मजबूर</span> <span>हो</span> <span>गयी</span> <span>हूँ</span>। <span>उसे</span> <span>सोचने</span> <span>से</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>रोक</span> <span>सकती</span>। <span>विचारों</span> <span>कि</span> <span>बाढ़</span> <span>सी</span> <span>आगयी</span> <span>है</span>। <span>दिल</span> <span>दिमाग</span> <span>में</span> <span>झंझावात</span> <span>से</span> <span>उठ</span> <span>रहे</span> <span>हैं</span>। <span>मन</span> <span>बहुत</span> <span>बेचैन</span> <span>है</span>। <span>समझ</span> <span>में</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>आता</span> <span>कि</span> <span>शुरू</span> <span>कहाँ</span> <span>से</span> <span>करूं</span>...................<span>अब</span> <span>उस</span> <span>आरम्भ</span> <span>का</span> <span>आरम्भ</span> <span>हो</span> <span>ही</span> <span>गया</span> <span>है</span> तो <span>शुरू</span> से <span>ही</span> <span>शुरू</span> <span>करती</span> <span>हूँ</span>। <span>सबसे</span> <span>पहले</span> <span>तो</span> <span>उन</span> <span>दोस्तों</span> <span>का</span> <span>शुक्रिया</span> <span>जिनके</span> <span>कारण</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>आज</span> <span>फिर</span> <span>यहाँ</span> <span>हूँ</span>। <span>क्योंकि</span> <span>जो</span> <span>आपके</span> <span>में</span> <span>ऊर्जा</span> <span>का</span> <span>संचार</span> <span>करे</span>, <span>जो</span> <span>आपको</span> <span>भूली</span> <span>राह</span> <span>दिखाए</span>, <span>जो</span> <span>आपको</span> <span>आगे</span> <span>बढ़ने</span> <span>को</span> <span>प्रेरित</span> <span>करे</span> <span>वो</span> आपके <span>दोस्त</span> <span>के</span> <span>अलावा</span> <span>और</span> <span>कौन</span> <span>हो</span> <span>सकता</span> <span>है</span>। <span>अब</span> <span>वो</span> <span>कौन</span> <span>हैं</span> <span>इसे</span> <span>एक</span> <span>अबूझ</span> <span>पहेली</span> <span>ही</span> <span>बना</span> <span>रहने</span> <span>देती</span> <span>हूँ</span>।<br /><br />(<span>कुछ</span> <span>पंक्तियाँ</span> <span>याद</span> <span>आरही</span> <span>हैं</span>.... <span>पता</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>किसकी</span> <span>हैं</span> )<br /><br /><span>शुक्रिया</span> ऐ <span>मेरी</span> <span>गैरत</span> <span>को</span> <span>जगाने</span> <span>वाले</span><br /><span>मुझको</span> <span>मालूम</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>था</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>अभी</span> <span>ज़िंदा</span> <span>हूँ</span>। </span>Shikha Deepakhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14771628630149514529noreply@blogger.com14tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-988073689769711277.post-54285273126904100242009-05-30T11:32:00.000+05:302010-01-20T16:26:04.925+05:30बुलबुला<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span>बरसात</span> <span>हो</span> <span>रही</span> <span>है</span>.........<span>जमीन</span> <span>पर</span> <span>पड़ती</span> <span>बूँदें</span>.........<span>बनते</span> <span>बिगड़ते</span> <span>बुलबुले</span>.........<span>इन्ही</span> <span>बुलबुलों</span> <span>सी</span> <span>ही</span> <span>तो</span> <span>है</span> <span>जिन्दगी</span>.......<span>एक</span> <span>पल</span> <span>बनती</span> <span>अगले</span> <span>ही</span> <span>पल</span> <span>बिगड़ती</span> <span>पर</span> <span>इन</span> <span>दो</span> <span>पलों</span> <span>के</span> <span>बीच</span> <span>एक</span> <span>पूरी</span> <span>जिंदगी।</span><span> कश्मकश</span>.......<span>होड़</span>......<span>आपाधापी</span>......<span>संघर्ष</span>......<span>.औपचारिकता</span>, <span>यही</span> <span>जिंदगी</span> <span>के</span> <span>पर्याय</span> <span>बन</span> <span>गए</span> <span>हैं।</span> <span>लड़का</span> <span>हो</span><span> या</span> <span>लड़की</span>.........<span>पैदा</span> <span>होते</span> <span>ही</span> <span>जीने</span> <span>की</span> <span>जद्दोदहद</span>.........<span>चीख</span> <span>चीख</span> <span>कर</span> <span>सांस</span> <span>खींच</span> <span>कर</span> <span>जिंदगी</span> <span>की</span> <span>शुरुआत</span>........<span>माँ</span> की <span>उंगली</span> <span>का</span> <span>सहारा</span> <span>ले</span> <span>कर</span> <span>पहली</span> <span>बार</span> <span>खड़ा</span> <span>होना</span>, <span>वो</span> <span>पहला</span> <span>कदम</span>........<span>माँ</span> <span>बाप</span> <span>के</span> <span>साथ</span> <span>जिंदगी</span> <span>की</span> <span>इसी</span> <span>भगदड़</span> <span>में</span> <span>शामिल</span> <span>हो</span> <span>जाता</span> <span>है।</span> <span>आज</span> <span>स्कूल</span> <span>में</span> <span>दाखिला</span>........<span>फ़िर</span> <span>खेल</span> <span>कूद</span> <span>में</span> <span>ईनाम</span>.........<span>गायन</span> <span>भी</span> <span>तो</span> <span>सीखना</span> <span>है</span>........<span>अरे</span> ! <span>क्रिकेट</span> <span>क्लास</span> <span>तो</span> <span>रह</span> <span>ही</span> <span>गई</span>........<span>थोड़ा</span> <span>सा</span> <span>ठहराव</span>..........<span>फ़िर</span> <span>नया</span> <span>संघर्ष</span>...........<span>नौकरी</span> <span>ढूँढने</span> <span>का</span>, <span>लग</span> <span>जाय</span> <span>तो</span> <span>उन्नति</span>..........<span>विदेश</span> <span>कैसे</span> <span>जाऊं</span>..........<span>हाय</span> <span>कहीं</span> <span>कोई</span> <span>मुझसे</span> <span>आगे</span> <span>न</span> <span>निकल</span> <span>जाय</span>..........<span>उसको</span> <span>पछाड़</span> <span>दिया</span>..........<span>इसको</span> <span>पीछे</span> <span>छोड़</span> <span>दिया</span>..........<span>बड़ी</span> <span>उपलब्धि</span>........<span>तब</span> <span>एक</span> <span>और</span> <span>नई</span> <span>जिंदगी</span> <span>साथ</span> <span>जुड़</span> <span>जाती</span> <span>है</span> <span>इसी</span> <span>आपाधापी</span> <span>में</span> <span>वही</span> <span>भगदड़</span> <span>वही</span> <span>मारामारी</span>.......<span>बच्चे</span> <span>हुए</span> <span>तो</span> <span>किस्सा</span> <span>शुरू</span> <span>से</span> <span>शुरू</span>.........<span>सारे</span> <span>रिश्ते</span> <span>नाते</span> <span>औपचारिकता</span> <span>भर</span> <span>रह</span> <span>गए।</span> <span>यहाँ</span> <span>तक</span> <span>की</span> <span>खुशियों</span> <span>के</span> <span>साथ</span> <span>भी</span> <span>औपचारिकता</span> <span>ही</span> <span>निभाते</span> <span>रहे।</span> <span>मनाया</span> <span>तो</span> <span>हर</span> <span>एक</span> <span>छोटी</span> <span>से</span> <span>छोटी</span> <span>खुशी</span> <span>का</span> <span>भी</span> <span>बड़ा</span> <span>सा</span> <span>जश्न</span>, <span>पर</span> <span>उसके</span> <span>पीछे</span> <span>भी</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>जोड़तोड़</span>........<span>कहीं</span> <span>दिखावा</span>........<span>कभी</span> <span>होड़</span>........<span>कभी</span> <span>किसी</span> <span>की</span> <span>खुशामद</span>.......<span>कभी</span> <span>किसी</span> <span>पर</span> <span>एहसान।</span> <span>जिंदगी</span> <span>काट</span> <span>ली</span>, <span>जी</span> <span>नही</span>.......<span>पर</span> <span>हाय</span> <span>यह</span> <span>क्या</span> !!!!!!!! <span>सब</span> <span>थम</span> <span>गया</span>........<span>बुलबुला</span> <span>तो</span> <span>फूट</span> <span>गया</span>........<span>ढेरों</span> <span>नए</span> <span>बनते</span> <span>बिगड़ते</span> <span>हैं</span> <span>पर</span> <span>वो</span> <span>वाला</span> <span>कहाँ</span> <span>है</span> ?????????? <span>वो</span> <span>तो</span> <span>विलीन</span> <span>हो</span> <span>गया</span> <span>उसी</span> <span>अनंत</span> <span>में</span> <span>जहाँ</span> <span>से</span> <span>आया</span> <span>था।</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span>फ़िर</span> <span>क्या</span> <span>मायने</span> <span>रखती</span> <span>है</span> <span>यह</span> <span>अंधी</span> <span>दौड़</span>.........<span>जहाँ</span> <span>आदमी</span> <span>आदमी</span> <span>के</span> <span>सर</span> <span>पर</span> <span>पाँव</span> <span>रख</span> <span>कर</span> <span>ऊपर</span> <span>बढ़ने</span> <span>में</span> <span>लगा</span> <span>है</span>.........<span>इन</span> <span>बनते</span> <span>बिगड़ते</span> <span>बुलबुलों</span> <span>को</span> <span>देख</span> <span>कर</span> <span>यही</span> <span>सोच</span> <span>रही</span> <span>हूँ।</span> <span>क्योंकि</span> <span>इन्ही</span> <span>में</span> <span>से</span> <span>एक</span> <span>बुलबुला</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>भी</span> <span>तो</span> <span>हूँ।</span></span></div>Shikha Deepakhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14771628630149514529noreply@blogger.com22tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-988073689769711277.post-46223191999511627762009-04-23T21:40:00.000+05:302009-04-23T22:50:53.869+05:30कहानी..........बीज<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:130%;"> उसका जन्म हो चुका था..........पर वो संसार के लिया अदृश्य था...........वो जीवन के अन्य रूप की परतों के भीतर छुपा था..........वो एक बीज था। एक विशाल वृक्ष के ढेरों फलों में से एक के भीतर छुपा..........जीवन का आरंभ..........एक बीज। सब कुछ अनोखा था उसके लिए, वो फल की सुरक्षा में प्रतिदिन बढ़ रहा था.........उसका जीवन प्रत्येक दिन के साथ विकसित हो रहा था।</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"> जैसे हर जीव अपने भविष्य से अनजान है, उसे भी अपने आने वाले दिनों का कुछ ज्ञान न था। पर कुछ तो था जो बदल रहा था। बीज हैरान था..........जिस सरसता में वो जी रहा था वो हर दिन के साथ कम हो रहीथी........शुष्कता बढ़ती जा रही थी..........वो सिमटता जा रहा था..........समझ नहीं पा रहा था की क्या हो रहा है और क्या होने जा रहा है..........हर नए दिन के साथ आने वाले दिन की प्रतीक्षा करता रहा।</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"> एक दिन वो हो गया जो उसने सोचा भी न था। फल वृक्ष से अलग हो गया..........गिरते समय शाख से टकराया और टूट गया.........बीज बाहर आगया........उसका आवरण , उसका कवच छूट गया..........हवा के वेग से वो इधर उधर उड़ने लगा.........घबरा गया, डर के मारे और भी सिकुड़ गया..........उसकी रंगत भी भय से पीली पड़ गई। हवा के आगे उसकी एक न चली, वो जहाँ चाहती <span>उसे </span>उड़ा ले जा रही थी, कभी दायें कभी बाएँ कभी ऊपर कभी नीचे..........फ़िर वो एक ही स्थान पर देर तक गोल गोल घूमता रहा..........हवा का वेग कम हुआ और बीज धरती पर गिर गया। वो इतना डर चुका था कि दम साधे पड़ा रहा..........अपनी आँखें भींचे.........अपना शरीर सिकोड़े..........धीरे धीरे उसपर मिट्टी कि परतें पड़ती गयीं..........वो अन्धकार के गर्त में दब सा गया..........एक निर्जीव </span><span style="font-size:130%;">की</span> <span style="font-size:130%;"> भांति जाने कब तक सोता रहा।</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"> फ़िर आकाश में मेघ छाये..........जोर से बिजली कड़की.........मूसलाधार बरसात हुई..........पानी बरसा तो बरसता ही रहा...........पूरी धरती ही भीग गई...........पानी रिसता हुआ मिटटी की परतों को पार कर बीज तक जा पहुँचा। बीज उससे सराबोर हो गया.........उसमें ऊर्जा का संचार हुआ..........अपने अस्तित्व का अहसास हुआ..........धीरे से सर उठाया मिटटी कि परतों को धीरे से खिसका कर बाहर झाँका..............यह क्या!!!!!!!!! इतना उजाला.........सब कुछ धुला धुला............उसके भीतर हलचल होने लगी.........पुराने आवरण टूट गए............भीतर नए जीवन का आरम्भ होने लगा.............नयी कोपलें बाहर आ गयी..........धूप में नहा कर चटख हरा रंग ओढ़ लिया। चारों और देखा तो उसके जैसे ढेरों नए जीवन आकार ले रहे थे............उसका आत्मविश्वास और द्रढ़ होगया...........उसने अपनी जड़ों को और फैलाया, धरती को कस कर थाम लिया। अब वो बीज से एक पौधे में</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बदल चुका था। </span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"> ठंडी हवा का एक झोंका आया.......उसने लहरा कर अपने नए जीवन का स्वागत किया...........अब वो तैयार था.............अनेक रूपों और पड़ावों से होता हुआ कुछ नए बीजों को जन्म देने के लिए..............इस जीवन चक्र को दोहराने के लिए।</span><br /><br /><br /></div>Shikha Deepakhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14771628630149514529noreply@blogger.com21tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-988073689769711277.post-53875123114471096692009-04-18T21:21:00.000+05:302010-03-25T13:59:21.569+05:30कमाल की कला..........फ़ूड आर्ट!<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:130%;">मेरी किसी मित्र ने मुझे यह तस्वीरें मेल की हैं। आप भी देखिये। हैं न कमाल। पता नहीं इन्हें बनाने वाला कलाकार कौन है, पर वो बधाई का पात्र जरूर है।<br /></span></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" 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<span>नहीं</span> <span>समझा</span> <span>और</span> <span>जब</span> <span>समझा</span> <span>तब</span> <span>बहुत</span> <span>देर</span> <span>हो</span> <span>चुकी</span> <span>थी</span>।</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"> <span> </span></span><span style="font-size:130%;"><span><span><span><br />वो</span></span></span> <span>औरत</span>................<span>एक</span> <span>व्यापारी</span> <span>के</span> <span>घर</span> <span>पैदा</span> <span>हुई</span>...........<span>कन्या</span> <span>रत्न</span> <span>की</span> <span>प्राप्ति</span> <span>घाटे</span> <span>में</span> <span>डूबे</span> <span>पिता</span> <span>के</span> <span>घर</span> <span>में</span>...........<span>जन्म</span> <span>से</span> <span>ही</span> <span>उपेक्षित</span> <span>रही</span>। <span>पिता</span> <span>ने</span> <span>तो</span> <span>कई</span> <span>दिनों</span> <span>तक</span> <span>उसका</span> <span>मुंह</span> <span>ही</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>देखा</span>। <span>पर</span> <span>जब</span> <span>धीरे</span> <span>धीरे</span> <span>हालत</span> <span>सुधरी</span> <span>सफलताएं</span> <span>मिलने</span> <span>लगीं</span> <span>तो</span> <span>माँ</span> <span>बेटी</span> <span>के</span> <span>भाग्य</span> <span>को</span> <span>श्रेय</span> <span>देने</span> <span>लगी</span> <span>उसको</span> <span>सराहने</span> <span>लगी</span>.........<span>पिता</span> <span>के</span> <span>दिल</span> <span>में</span> <span>भी</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>संवेदनाएं</span> <span>जागने</span> <span>लगीं</span>........<span>पर</span> <span>अंहकार</span> <span>ज्यादा</span> <span>बलवान</span> <span>था</span>...........<span>जिस</span> <span>बेटी</span> <span>को</span> <span>सदा</span> <span>अपनी</span> <span>असफलताओं</span> <span>का</span> <span>कारण</span> <span>साबित </span><span>किया</span> <span>उससे</span> <span>सदा</span> <span>दूरी</span> <span>ही</span> <span>बनाए</span> <span>रखी</span>.........<span>जाने</span> <span>किस</span> <span>बात</span> <span>का</span> <span>आक्रोश</span> <span>था</span> <span>जो</span> <span>बेटी</span> <span>से</span> <span>दो</span> <span>मीठे</span> <span>बोल</span> <span>भी</span> <span>न</span> <span>बोलने</span> <span>देता</span>। <span>सारा</span> <span>प्यार</span> <span>सालों</span> <span>छोटे</span> <span>भाई</span> <span>के</span> <span>हिस्से</span> <span>में</span> <span>आया</span>। <span>बहन</span> <span>के</span> <span>प्रति</span> <span>व्यवहार</span> <span>में</span> <span>पिता</span> <span>के</span> <span>विचारों</span> <span>की</span> <span>ही</span> <span>छवि</span> <span>रही</span>.............<span>भाई</span> <span>के</span> <span>प्रेम</span> <span>को</span> <span>भी</span> <span>तरसती</span> <span>रही</span>।</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"> <span><br />फ़िर</span> <span>एक</span> <span>दिन</span> <span>एक</span> <span>सजीला</span> <span>द्वार</span> <span>पर</span> <span>आया</span>..........<span>रीति</span> <span>रिवाजों</span> <span>में</span> <span>बाँध</span><span>कर</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>घर</span> <span>ले</span> <span>गया</span>...............<span>पहली</span> <span>बार</span> <span>पिता</span> <span>ने</span> <span>खालीपन</span> <span>महसूस</span> <span>किया</span>..........<span>पर</span> <span>देर</span> <span>हो</span> <span>चुकी</span> <span>थी</span>.........<span>अब</span> <span>तो</span> <span>वो</span> <span>परायी</span> <span>हो</span> <span>गयी</span> <span>थी</span>...........<span>भरे</span> <span>पूरे</span> <span>परिवार</span> <span>की</span> <span>बड़ी</span> <span>बहू</span> <span>बन</span> <span>ढेरों</span> <span>जिम्मेदारियों</span> <span>के</span> <span>बोझ</span> <span>तले</span> <span>फ़िर</span> <span>कभी</span> <span>मायके</span> <span>की</span> <span>लाडली</span> <span>बेटी</span> <span>बन</span> <span>कर</span> <span>न</span> <span>आ</span> <span>सकी</span>...........<span>जब</span> <span>भी</span> <span>आयी</span> <span>पीछे</span> <span>पीछे</span> <span>वापसी</span> <span>का</span> <span>बुलावा</span> <span>आजाता</span>। <span>एक</span> <span>दिन</span> <span>अचानक</span> <span>पिता</span> <span>का</span> <span>देहांत</span> <span>हो</span> <span>गया</span>। <span>मायके</span> <span>आयी</span> <span>तो</span> <span>माँ</span> <span>ने</span> <span>बताया</span> <span>कि</span> <span>उसके</span> <span>जाने</span> <span>के</span> <span>बाद</span> <span>पिता</span> <span>उसकी</span> <span>कमी</span> <span>महसूस</span> <span>करते</span><span>रहे</span>..........<span>अन्तिम</span> <span>समय</span> <span>में</span> <span>उसके</span> <span>प्रति</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>व्यवहार</span> <span>पर</span> <span>बहुत</span> <span>पछताए</span>.................<span>उसकी</span> <span>आँखें</span> <span>भर</span> <span>आयीं</span> <span>दिल</span> <span>ने</span> <span>कहा</span>..............<span>काश</span> <span>ऐसा</span> <span>पहले</span> <span>हो</span> <span>गया</span> <span>होता</span>। </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span> <span> <br />समय</span></span> <span>चक्र</span> <span>चलता</span> <span>रहा</span>। <span>माँ</span> <span>भी</span> <span>चली</span> <span>गई</span>। <span>भाई</span> <span>ने</span> <span>कभी</span> <span>मधुर</span> <span>सम्बन्ध</span> <span>रखे</span> <span>ही</span> <span>नहीं</span>। <span>मायके</span> <span>से</span> <span>रिश्ता</span> <span>बस</span> <span>रीति</span> <span>रिवाजों</span> <span>भर</span> <span>का</span> <span>रहा</span>। <span>पर</span> <span>जब</span> <span>पता</span> <span>चला</span> <span>भाई</span> <span>व्यापार</span> <span>में</span> <span>सब</span> <span>खो</span> <span>चुका</span> <span>है</span> <span>तो</span> <span>माँ</span> <span>से</span> <span>मिली</span> <span>सारी</span> <span>विरासत</span> <span>भाई</span> <span>को</span> <span>दे</span> <span>आयी</span>.............<span>विदेश</span> <span>जाकर</span> <span>एक</span> <span>नई</span> <span>शुरुआत</span> <span>करने</span> <span>को</span>..............<span>भाई</span> <span>ने</span> <span>पहली</span> <span>बार</span> <span>बहन</span> <span>को</span> <span>समझा</span>...........<span>पहली</span> <span>बार</span> <span>जाना</span> <span>कि</span> <span>वो</span> <span>माँ</span> <span>का</span> <span>ही</span> <span>प्रतिरूप</span> <span>है</span>............<span>दिल</span> <span>में</span> <span>प्यार</span> <span>जागा</span> <span>पर</span> <span>फ़िर</span> <span>से</span> <span>देर</span> <span>हो</span> <span>गई</span>। <span>भाई</span> <span>पर</span> <span>इस</span> <span>तरह</span> <span>धन</span> <span>लुटाने</span> <span>से</span> <span>पति</span> <span>नाराज</span> <span>हो</span> <span>गए</span>..........<span>मायके</span> <span>से</span> <span>सारे</span> <span>रिश्ते</span> <span>तुड़वा</span> <span>दिए</span>............<span>विदेश</span> <span>जाने</span> <span>से</span> <span>पहले</span> <span>भाई</span> <span>मिलने</span> <span>आया</span> <span>तो</span> <span>द्वार</span> <span>से</span> <span>ही</span> <span>लौटा</span> <span>दिया</span> <span>गया</span>..........<span>उसकी</span> <span>आँखें</span> <span>फ़िर</span> <span>भर</span> <span>आयीं</span>........<span>दिल</span> <span>ने</span> <span>फ़िर</span> <span>कहा</span> <span>काश</span> <span>ऐसा</span> <span>पहले</span> <span>हो</span> <span>गया</span> <span>होता</span>। <span>दिल</span> <span>पर</span> <span>पत्थर</span> <span>रख</span> <span>जीती</span> <span>रही</span> <span>औरों</span> <span>के</span> <span>लिए</span>। </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span> <br />पति</span> <span>की</span> <span>नाराजगी</span> <span>जो</span> <span>शुरू</span> <span>हुई</span> <span>तो</span> <span>कभी</span> <span>ख़त्म</span> <span>न</span> <span>हो</span> <span>सकी</span>। <span>पत्नी</span> <span>की</span> <span>उपेक्षा</span> <span>कर</span> <span>काम</span> <span>में</span> <span>डूबे</span> <span>रहे</span>............<span>घर</span> <span>से</span> <span>ज्यादा</span> <span>समय</span> <span>बाहर</span> <span>बिताते</span>........<span>छोटी</span> <span>छोटी</span> <span>गलती</span> <span>पर</span> <span>भी</span> <span>उसे</span> <span>बुरी</span> <span>तरह</span> <span>लताड़</span> <span>देते</span>। <span>इकलौता</span> <span>बेटा</span> <span>रईसी</span> <span>के</span> <span>अवगुणों</span> <span>से</span> <span>तो</span> <span>बचा</span> <span>रहा</span> <span>पर</span> <span>उसमें</span> <span>भी</span> <span>माँ</span> <span>के</span> <span>प्रति</span> <span>कभी</span> <span>सह्रदयता</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>दिखी</span>............<span>एक</span> <span>अजीब</span> <span>सा</span> <span>परायापन</span> <span>पनपता</span> <span>रहा</span>। <span>शायद</span> <span>पिता</span> <span>के</span> <span>व्यवहार</span> <span>ने</span> <span>माँ</span> <span>के</span> <span>प्रति</span> <span>उसका</span> <span>नजरिया</span> <span>ही</span> <span>बदल</span> <span>दिया</span> <span>था</span>.........<span>वह</span> <span>विदेश</span> <span>चला</span> <span>गया</span>। <span>पीछे</span> <span>पति</span> <span>को</span> <span>जानलेवा</span> <span>बीमारी</span> <span>ने</span> <span>घेर</span> <span>लिया</span>...........<span>रोगशय्या</span> <span>पर</span> <span>कोई</span> <span>मित्र</span> <span>काम</span> <span>न</span> <span>आया</span>। <span>उसने</span> <span>जीजान</span> <span>से</span> <span>पति</span> <span>की</span> <span>सेवा</span> <span>करी</span>............<span>पति</span> <span>ने</span> <span>उस</span> <span>औरत</span> <span>में</span> <span>बसी</span> <span>अपनी</span> <span>पत्नी</span> <span>को</span> <span>बरसों</span> <span>बाद</span> <span>पहचाना</span>.............<span>पर</span> <span>पुनः</span> <span>देर</span> <span>हो</span> <span>गई</span>...........<span>संबंधों</span> <span>से</span> <span>सुंदर</span> <span>रूप</span> <span>लेना</span> <span>शुरू</span> <span>भी</span> <span>न</span> <span>किया</span> <span>था</span> <span>की</span> <span>म्रत्यु</span> <span>का</span> <span>देवता</span> <span>उसके</span> <span>पति</span> <span>को</span> <span>ले</span> <span>गया</span>। <span>जाते</span> <span>जाते</span> <span>पति</span> <span>ने</span> <span>उसके</span> <span>सर</span> <span>पर</span> <span>प्रेमपूर्वक</span> <span>हाथ</span> <span>रखा</span>...........<span>उसकी</span> <span>आँखें</span> <span>भर</span> <span>आयी</span> <span>दिल</span> <span>ने</span> <span>फ़िर</span> <span>कहा</span>...........<span>काश</span> <span>ऐसा</span> <span>पहले</span> <span>हो</span> <span>गया</span> <span>होता</span>। <span>पिता</span> <span>की</span> <span>म्रत्यु</span> <span>का</span> <span>समाचार</span> <span>सुन</span> <span>बेटा</span> <span>आया</span>...........<span>सभी</span> <span>रीति</span> <span>रिवाज</span> <span>पूरे</span> <span>किए</span> <span>पर</span> <span>माँ</span> <span>से</span> <span>कटा</span> <span>कटा</span> <span>ही</span> <span>रहा</span>.............<span>पिता</span> <span>के</span> <span>प्रति</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>सारे</span> <span>धर्म</span> <span>निभा</span> <span>कर</span> <span>वापस</span> <span>चला</span> <span>गया</span>। <span>माँ</span> <span>की</span> <span>पीड़ा</span> <span>को</span> <span>समझे</span> <span>बिना</span>........<span>बांटे</span> <span>बिना</span>..........<span>एक</span> <span>बार</span> <span>मुड़</span> <span>कर</span> <span>भी</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>देखा</span>...........<span>अपनी</span> <span>नई</span> <span>दुनिया</span> <span>बसा</span> <span>ली</span>.........<span>उसी</span> <span>में</span> <span>खो</span> <span>गया</span>। </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span> <br />एक</span> <span>औरत</span> <span>की</span> <span>जीवटता</span> <span>कब</span> <span>तक</span> <span>साथ</span> <span>देती</span>। <span>आघातों</span> <span>पर</span> <span>अघात</span> <span>सहते</span> <span>सहते</span> <span>मन</span> <span>के</span> <span>साथ</span> <span>तन</span> <span>भी</span> <span>टूटने</span> <span>लगा</span>। <span>रोगों</span> <span>से</span> <span>घिर</span> <span>कर</span> <span>बिस्तर</span> <span>पकड़</span> <span>लिया</span>। बेटे <span>को</span> <span>फुर्सत</span> <span>न</span> <span>मिली</span> <span>माँ</span> <span>के</span> <span>पास</span> <span>आने</span> <span>की</span>.............<span>शायद</span> <span>दिल</span> <span>ही</span> <span>न</span> <span>किया</span>। <span>अपने</span> <span>काम</span> <span>के</span> <span>सिलसिले</span> <span>में</span> <span>दूसरे</span> <span>देश </span><span>जाते</span> <span>समय</span> <span>एअरपोर्ट</span> <span>पर</span> <span>मामा</span> <span>मिले</span>। <span>उनसे</span> <span>पता</span> <span>चला</span> <span>की</span> <span>माँ</span> <span>आखिरी</span> <span>साँसें</span> <span>ले</span> <span>रही</span> <span>है</span>.............<span>उसको</span> <span>देखने</span> <span>के</span> <span>लिए</span> <span>ही</span> <span>तरस</span> <span>रही</span><span>है</span>.............<span>मामा</span> <span>से</span> <span>माँ</span> <span>की</span> <span>जीवन</span> <span>कथा</span> <span>सुनी</span> <span>तो</span> <span>बेटे</span> <span>की</span> <span>ऑंखें</span> <span>खुलीं</span>............ .<span>माँ</span> <span>का</span> <span>वो</span> <span>पहलू</span> <span>दिखा</span> <span>जिस</span> <span>पर</span> <span>उसकी</span> <span>उपेक्षा</span> <span>ने</span> <span>परदा</span> <span>डाल</span> <span>रखा</span> <span>था</span>। <span>तुंरत</span> <span>ही</span> <span>माँ</span> <span>से</span> <span>मिलने</span> <span>भागा</span>.............<span>जब</span> <span>पहुँचा</span> <span>तो</span> <span>माँ</span> <span>चिता</span> <span>के</span> <span>रथ</span> <span>पर</span> <span>सवार</span> <span>हो</span> <span>चुकी</span> <span>थी</span>। <span>बेटा</span> <span>सर</span> <span>थाम</span> <span>कर</span> <span>बैठ</span> <span>गया</span>............<span>आँखों</span> <span>से</span> <span>पछतावे</span> <span>के</span> <span>आँसू</span> <span>बह</span> <span>चले</span>...............<span>असहाय</span> <span>सा</span> <span>चिता</span> <span>की</span> <span>अग्नि</span> <span>को</span> <span>देखता</span> <span>रहा</span>...............<span>और</span> <span>उसकी</span> <span>आत्मा</span> <span>कराह</span> <span>रही</span> <span>थी</span> <span>कि</span> <span>काश</span> <span>ऐसा</span> <span>पहले</span> <span>हो</span> <span>गया</span> <span>होता</span>। </span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></div>Shikha Deepakhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14771628630149514529noreply@blogger.com18tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-988073689769711277.post-14562622023103975772009-03-30T18:05:00.000+05:302009-03-30T21:49:03.496+05:30ट्रैफिक सिग्नल पर.........<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:130%;"> <span>अभी</span> <span>दो</span> <span>दिन</span> <span>पहले</span> <span>अपनी</span> <span>एक</span> <span>मित्र</span> <span>के</span> <span>साथ</span> <span>किसी</span> <span>काम</span> <span>से</span> <span>घर</span> <span>के</span> <span>पास</span> <span>ही</span> <span>एक</span> <span>बाजार</span> <span>गयी</span> <span>थी</span>। <span>जाते</span> <span>समय</span> <span>हमने</span> <span>देखा</span> <span>कि</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>औरतें</span> <span>अपने </span><span>बच्चों</span> <span>के</span> <span>साथ</span> <span>सड़क</span> <span>के</span> <span>किनारे</span> <span>बैठ</span> <span>कर</span> <span>खाने</span> <span>के</span> <span>डब्बे</span> <span>निकाल</span> <span>कर</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>बच्चों</span> <span>को</span> <span>खिला</span> <span>रही</span> <span>हैं</span> <span>और</span> <span>बीच</span> <span>बीच</span> <span>में</span> <span>ख़ुद</span> <span>भी</span> <span>खा</span> <span>रही</span> <span>हैं</span>। <span>माएं</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>बच्चों</span> <span>के</span> <span>साथ</span> <span>खेल</span> <span>रही</span> <span>थीं</span> <span>उन्हें</span> <span>दुलार</span> <span>रही</span> <span>थी</span>, <span>बीच</span><span>बीच</span> <span>में</span> <span>आपस</span> <span>में</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>हँसी</span> <span>मजाक</span> <span>भी</span> <span>चल</span> <span>रहा</span> <span>था</span>। <span>उनको</span> <span>देख</span> <span>कर</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>विचार</span> <span>आया</span> <span>कि</span> <span>ये</span> <span>औरतें</span> <span>शायद</span> <span>मजदूर</span> <span>हैं</span> <span>जो </span><span>सुबह</span> <span>सुबह</span> <span>खाना</span> <span>बना</span> <span>कर</span> <span>लायी</span> <span>होंगी</span> <span>अब</span> <span>खापी</span> <span>कर</span> <span>काम</span> <span>पर</span> <span>जायेंगी</span>, <span>छोटे</span> <span>छोटे</span> <span>बच्चों</span> <span>को</span> <span>देखा</span> <span>तो</span> <span>लगा</span> <span>कि </span><span>खेलने</span> <span>खाने</span> <span>की</span> <span>उम्र</span> <span>में</span> <span>ये</span> <span>बच्चे</span> <span>भी</span> <span>अपनी</span> <span>माँ</span> <span>के</span> <span>साथ</span> <span>धूप</span> <span>में</span> <span>भटक</span> <span>रहे</span> <span>हैं</span> <span>इन्हें</span> <span>तो</span> <span>स्कूल</span> <span>में</span> <span>होना</span> <span>चाहिए</span> <span>था</span>। <span>पर</span> <span>सब</span> <span>लोग</span> <span>अपनी</span> <span>अपनी</span> <span>किस्मत</span> <span>से</span> <span>बंधे</span> <span>हैं</span> <span>उनकी</span> <span>नियति</span> <span>यही</span> <span>है</span>।<span></span><span></span><span></span><span></span><span></span><span></span><span></span> <span>फ़िर</span> <span>लगा</span> <span>कि</span> <span>कोई</span> <span>भी</span> <span>काम</span> <span>छोटा</span> <span>या</span> <span>बड़ा</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>होता</span> <span>माँ</span> <span>तो</span> <span>कम</span> <span>से</span> <span>कम</span> <span>मेहनत</span> <span>कर</span> <span>के</span> <span>अपना</span> <span>और</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>बच्चों</span> <span>का</span> <span>पेट</span> <span>भर</span> <span>रही</span> <span>है</span>। <span>अपनी</span> <span>तरफ़</span> <span>से</span> <span>वो</span> <span>भी</span> <span>बच्चों</span> <span>को</span> <span>बेहतर</span> <span>जीवन</span> <span>देने</span> <span>की</span> <span>कोशिश</span> <span>करती</span> <span>ही</span> <span>होगी</span>। हमें <span>देर</span> <span>हो</span> <span>रही</span> <span>थी</span> <span>इसलिए</span> <span>अपना</span> <span>काम</span> <span>जल्दी</span> <span>जल्दी</span> <span>निपटाने</span> लगे। <span>लगभग</span> <span>एक</span> <span>घंटे</span> <span>के</span> <span>बाद</span> <span>घर</span> <span>वापस</span> <span>जाते</span> <span>समय</span> <span>ट्रैफिक</span> <span>सिग्नल</span> <span>पर </span>रुके <span>तो</span> <span>देख</span> <span>कर</span> <span>चकित</span> <span>रह</span> <span>गयी</span>........<span>वही</span> <span>माएं</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>बच्चों</span> <span>को</span> <span>लेकर</span> <span>लोगों</span> <span>से</span> <span>भीख</span> <span>मांग</span> <span>रही</span> <span>थी</span> <span>और</span> <span>वो</span> <span>छोटे</span> <span>छोटे</span> <span>बच्चे</span> <span>जो</span> <span>अभी</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>देर</span> <span>पहले</span> <span>अपनी</span> <span>माँ</span> <span>के</span> <span>हाथों</span> <span>से</span> <span>खाना</span> <span>खा</span> <span>रहे</span> <span>थे</span> <span>एक</span> <span>हाथ</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>पेट</span> <span>पर</span> <span>रख</span> <span>कर</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>मुंह</span> <span>की</span> <span>ओर</span> <span>इशारा</span> <span>कर</span> <span>खाने</span> <span>के</span> <span>लिए</span> <span>पैसे</span> <span>मांग</span> <span>रहे</span> <span>थे</span>........<span>मेरा</span> <span>मन</span> <span>अजीब</span> <span>सा</span> <span>हो</span> <span>गया</span>, <span>मैं</span> <span>जिन्हें</span> <span>कर्मठ</span> <span>माएं</span> <span>समझ</span> <span>रही</span> <span>थी</span> <span>वो</span> <span></span><span></span><span></span><span></span><span></span><span>पैसे</span> <span>कमाने</span> <span>के</span> <span>लिए</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>बच्चों</span> <span>को</span> <span>आगे</span> <span>कर</span> <span>रही</span> <span>थी</span>, <span>साथ</span> <span>में</span> <span>छोटे</span> <span>बच्चे</span> <span>को</span> <span>देख</span> <span>कर</span> <span>लोग</span> <span>पैसे</span> <span>दे</span> <span>भी</span> <span>रहे</span> <span>थे</span>। <span>ऐसा</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>कि</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>पता</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>कि</span> <span>आजकल</span> <span>भिक्षावृत्ति</span> <span>भी</span> <span>व्यवसाय</span> <span>है</span> <span>पर</span> <span>जो</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>मैंने</span> <span>अपनी</span> <span>आँखों</span> <span>से</span> <span>देखा</span> <span>उसके</span> <span>बाद</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>सामने</span> <span>कोई</span> <span>जरूरत</span><span>मंद</span> <span>आया</span> <span>तो</span> <span>क्या</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>उसकी</span> <span>कोई</span> <span>मदद</span> <span>कर</span> <span>सकूंगी</span> <span>या</span> <span>फ़िर</span> <span>शायद</span> <span>उसे</span> <span>शक</span> <span>की</span> <span>निगाहों</span> <span>से</span> <span>ही</span> <span>देखूंगी</span>। </span> <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></div>Shikha Deepakhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14771628630149514529noreply@blogger.com13tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-988073689769711277.post-69116052694341923502009-03-03T11:59:00.000+05:302009-03-03T13:57:39.977+05:30सुपर मॉम नेवर क्राइस !<div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:130%;">आप सोच रहे होंगे की यह कैसा शीर्षक है...... बताती <span>हूँ </span>पहले इसकी भूमिका बना लूँ। पिछले कुछ दिनों से <span>मेरे </span>छह वर्षीय जुड़वाँ सुपुत्रों को वायरल <span>बुखार </span>है। अब बुखार है तो स्कूल की छुट्टी पर आदत से मजबूर कि पल भर भी टिक के नहीं बैठते। जितनी देर बुखार ज्यादा रहता है चुपचाप कुछ करते रहते हैं पर जहाँ थोड़ा कम हुआ नहीं कि उधम शुरू। मुहँ का स्वाद खराब है तो खाना खाया नहीं जाता, अब शरीर कमजोर हो गया है इसलिए हर बात पर रोना आजाता है। उनके पीछे भागते भागते मेरी ख़ुद की हालत बीमारों जैसी हो गयी। पर क्या करें काम तो </span> <span style="font-size:130%;"><span>छोड़े</span> <span>नहीं</span></span> <span style="font-size:130%;"> जा स</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><span><span>कते</span></span> यही सोच कर उठी और जैसे तैसे घर को थोड़ा सुधारा। अभी काम ख़त्म भी नहीं हुआ था कि </span> <span style="font-size:130%;"><span>कुछ</span> <span>आराम</span> <span>कर</span> <span>सकूं</span></span> <span style="font-size:130%;"><span>और</span> कमरे में हंगामा होने लगा तकिये जमीन पर, चादर मुड़ी तुड़ी ........देख कर बड़ा गुस्सा आया। बच्चे बीमार हैं यह सोच कर ख़ुद को शांत करना चाहा उनको तो कुछ नहीं कहा पर ख़ुद रोना आगया। मुझे रोता देख दोनों शांत हो गए, बड़े बेटे ने आकर धीरे से मेरे आंसू पोछे और बोला मत रो सुपर मॉम नेवर क्राइस। मैंने चकित हो कर पूछा कि सुपर मॉम क्या होता है तो बोला कि जब हमको चोट लगती है और हम रोते हैं तो तुम कहती हो कि सुपर मैन नेवर क्राइस। तो सु</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><span><span>पर</span></span> मैन की मम्मी सुपर मॉम ही होगी न। बच्चों के इस भोलेपन पर मैं मुस्करा के रह गयी। सारी थकान पल भर में गायब हो गयी........ और मुझे मुस्कराते देख दोनों ने फ़िर से तकिये फेंकने शुरू कर दिए इस बार तो उनके गिलाफ भी दूर जा गिरे।</span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEirK_Ac4WekMVCUYEXrp2dBzN3FkMB6bVzsFe9bWzcgbUkIDLvJmbhG_8OGK7wE1CzORhZbqAqm8lNQD-i-NCLvcDdQbRDT9kD6KS8btxKJnTmA2J-DNnWjDxlqkQwAcjjeOvwgaK_plkGe/s1600-h/DSC00861+2.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 258px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEirK_Ac4WekMVCUYEXrp2dBzN3FkMB6bVzsFe9bWzcgbUkIDLvJmbhG_8OGK7wE1CzORhZbqAqm8lNQD-i-NCLvcDdQbRDT9kD6KS8btxKJnTmA2J-DNnWjDxlqkQwAcjjeOvwgaK_plkGe/s320/DSC00861+2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5308847581970834066" border="0" /> </a> <span> मेरे</span> <span>नन्हें</span> <span>शैतान</span><br /> <br /></div>Shikha Deepakhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14771628630149514529noreply@blogger.com22tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-988073689769711277.post-68475575824235769242009-03-01T09:12:00.000+05:302009-03-01T15:09:00.443+05:30हाथियों के साथ एक दिन....दुबारे<div style="text-align: justify;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjtlEjYeK9QBCkJrpnu6-9qjOmprVA-knlffHlnXWBJaEPXaRKrNW-vn3DP1I8BVG20bNPX7nzplro2TKqGATsvG5zfgfpGNAaEhFUzaDk7IMsYqAUSa0q5LyPNLk3rDl5otzieisDMJdBP/s1600-h/DSC00529+2.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 229px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjtlEjYeK9QBCkJrpnu6-9qjOmprVA-knlffHlnXWBJaEPXaRKrNW-vn3DP1I8BVG20bNPX7nzplro2TKqGATsvG5zfgfpGNAaEhFUzaDk7IMsYqAUSa0q5LyPNLk3rDl5otzieisDMJdBP/s320/DSC00529+2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5308063031875800946" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:130%;">पिछले</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">साल</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कूर्ग</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जाना</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हुआ</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> (<span>कर्नाटक</span> <span>के</span> <span>मडिकेरी</span> <span>नामक</span> <span>स्थान</span> <span>पर</span> <span>कूर्ग</span> <span>या</span> <span>कोडुगु</span> <span>नाम</span> <span>से</span> <span>जाना</span> <span>जाने</span> <span>वाला</span> <span>एक</span> <span>हिल</span> <span>स्टेशन</span>)</span> <span style="font-size:130%;">इसके</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बारे</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">में</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">तो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हमने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span> <span style="font-size:130%;">सुन</span> <span style="font-size:130%;">रखा</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">था</span><span style="font-size:130%;">।</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">रास्ते</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">में</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हमें</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पता</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">च</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><span><span><span><span><span>ला</span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">की</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">यहाँ</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हाथियों</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">का</span> <span style="font-size:130%;">एक</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ट्रेनिंग</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">सेंटर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">है</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जिसका</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">नाम</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">है</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">दुबारे </span><span style="font-size:130%;">एलिफैंट</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कैंप</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">है</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">।</span> <span style="font-size:130%;">यह</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">एक</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">रिज़र्व</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">फॉरेस्ट</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">है</span><span style="font-size:130%;">।</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">यह</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">मैसूर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">से</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">लगभग</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">80</span> <span style="font-size:130%;">किलोमीटर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">दूर कुशलनगर के पास कावेरी नदी के किनारे स्थित है। यहाँ मैसूर दशहरा उत्स</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><span><span><span><span><span><span>व</span></span></span></span></span></span> के </span><span style="font-size:130%;"><span><span><span><span><span><span>लिए</span></span></span></span></span> </span>हाथियों </span><span style="font-size:130%;">को प्रशिक्षित किया जाता है। हमने भी वहां जाने का इरादा कर लि</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><span><span><span><span><span><span>या</span></span></span></span></span></span> टैक्सी हमें उस <span></span></span><span style="font-size:130%;"><span><span><span><span><span><span>स्था</span></span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:130%;"><span><span><span><span><span><span>न</span></span></span></span></span></span> तक ले गई जहाँ से हमें कावेरी नदी को नाव द्वारा <span></span></span><span style="font-size:130%;"><span><span><span><span><span><span>पार</span></span></span></span></span></span> कर के इस कैंप में जाना था। कैंप में छोटे बड़े सभी उम्र के हाथी थे। इस कैंप की सबसे अनोखी बात यह है की यहाँ पर्यटक भी इन हाथियों की दिनचर्या में भाग ले सकते हैं। बच्चे तो यह देख कर उछल पड़े हम भी टिकेट वगैरह ले कर तैयार हो गए। एक एक कर महावत अपने अपने हाथियों को लाने लगे। तीखे ढलान से होकर हाथी नदी की ओर <span>चल </span>पड़े। हम भी पीछे पीछे हो लिए। महावत उनको रगड़ रगड़ कर नहलाने लगे।</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg9BLaK3KFiBmlZF3m3x5N22Iq05pDL3TIdajbBEhouH7BDp-1zVs3RJ1C9I9Zbnhm8W1lXKdsRGw5ys81Zwze5KMCSQ5jMQVvhP0TypPbEtDgGWg1qzt4n0QMxZRcN99NUX02A_RLywkp8/s1600-h/DSC00521+2.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 230px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg9BLaK3KFiBmlZF3m3x5N22Iq05pDL3TIdajbBEhouH7BDp-1zVs3RJ1C9I9Zbnhm8W1lXKdsRGw5ys81Zwze5KMCSQ5jMQVvhP0TypPbEtDgGWg1qzt4n0QMxZRcN99NUX02A_RLywkp8/s320/DSC00521+2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5308063431413418002" border="0" /></a></span><span style="font-size:130%;"> हाथी भी मजे से पानी में लेट कर अपने महावत को सहयोग <span>देते </span>रहे। सबसे छोटा हाथी जो शायद तीन साल का था वह लेटने के बाद भी बच्चों से ऊँचा था। बच्चों ने उन्हें नहलाने में बड़ा मजा किया। </span><span style="font-size:130%;">नहाने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> के बाद सभी हाथी एक नियत जगह पर लाइन में खड़े हो गए जहाँ उनको भोजन दिया जाना था।</span><span style="font-size:130%;">सबसे</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">छोटा</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हाथी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">तीन</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">वर्ष</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">का</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">परशुराम</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">सबसे</span> <span style="font-size:130%;">ज्यादा</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">चंचल</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">था</span><span style="font-size:130%;">।</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">इस</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कैंप</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">में</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हाथियों</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">को</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उनकी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">नैसर्गिक</span> <span style="font-size:130%;">खुराक</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उन्हें</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पेड़</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पौधों</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">से</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">मिल</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जाती</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">है</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उसके</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">आलावा</span> <span style="font-size:130%;">और</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">भी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पौष्टिक</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">भोजन</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">दिया</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जाता</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">है</span><span style="font-size:130%;">।</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">खाने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">के</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बाद</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">भी</span> <span style="font-size:130%;">सभी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हाथी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">काफी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उत्सुकता</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">से</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">किसी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">चीज</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">का</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">इन्तजार</span> <span style="font-size:130%;">करते</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">लगे</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हमने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पूछा</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">तो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पता</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">चला</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">की</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उन्हें</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">गुड़</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">खाना</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">है</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उनको</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बहुत</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पसंद</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">है</span><span style="font-size:130%;">।</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बार</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">खाने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">के</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बाद</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उन्हें</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">एक</span> <span style="font-size:130%;">बड़ा</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">सा</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">टुकड़ा</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">गुड</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">का</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">दिया</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जाता</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">है</span><span style="font-size:130%;">।</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">इसके</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बाद</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">सभी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हाथी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">अपने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">अपने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">स्थान</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">लौटने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">लगे</span><span style="font-size:130%;">।</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हमने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पूछा</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">की</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">यह</span> <span style="font-size:130%;">कहाँ</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जा</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">रहे</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हैं</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">तो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जवाब</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">मिला</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">अभी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">तैयार</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">आयेंगे</span><span style="font-size:130%;">।</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हम</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">भी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उत्सु</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjw_b6TaqVe6n-BX1Qhw4Z8nk72quFLjMBIXAFuqLSx95fUa_nRWrAyRGWCTxVPADkBsVyAt9lAs8lM9nJcYBb11_ZJ_MmMGu86mDFas9uZInX0cI_qUcvYQOjYcFRCC29sDw7-Q21SFV7_/s1600-h/DSC00515+2.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 204px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjw_b6TaqVe6n-BX1Qhw4Z8nk72quFLjMBIXAFuqLSx95fUa_nRWrAyRGWCTxVPADkBsVyAt9lAs8lM9nJcYBb11_ZJ_MmMGu86mDFas9uZInX0cI_qUcvYQOjYcFRCC29sDw7-Q21SFV7_/s320/DSC00515+2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5308064059564586786" border="0" /></a></span><span style="font-size:130%;"><span><span><span>कता</span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">से</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">इन्तजार</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">करने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">लगे</span><span style="font-size:130%;">।</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">थोड़ी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">देर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">के</span> <span style="font-size:130%;">बाद</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">दो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बड़े</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हाथी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">को</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उनकी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पीठ</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">पर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हौदा</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बाँध</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">लाया</span> <span style="font-size:130%;">गया</span><span style="font-size:130%;">।</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">बच्चों</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हा</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><span><span><span>थी</span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">की</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">सवारी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">का</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">आनंद</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">लिया</span><span style="font-size:130%;">।</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">सवारी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">के</span> <span style="font-size:130%;">बाद</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हाथी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">अपनी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">सूंड</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">उठा</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">सबका</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">अभिवादन</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">किया</span><span style="font-size:130%;">।</span> <span style="font-size:130%;">हाथियों</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">का</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कार्यक्रम</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">समाप्त</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हो</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">गया</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">था</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">वे</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">सभी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जंगल</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">की</span> <span style="font-size:130%;">और</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">जाने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">लगे</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हम</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">भी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">नाव</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">द्वारा</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">वापस</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">दूसरे</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">किनारे</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">आगये</span> <span style="font-size:130%;">जहाँ</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हमारी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">टैक्सी</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हमारा</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">इन्तजार</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कर</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">रही</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">थी</span><span style="font-size:130%;">।</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">एक</span> <span style="font-size:130%;">अनोखे</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">और</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">यादगार</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">अनुभव</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">को</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">अपने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">दिल</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">में</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">समेट</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">कर</span> <span style="font-size:130%;">हमने</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">वहां</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">से</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">विदा</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">ली</span><span style="font-size:130%;">।</span> <span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><br /><br /><br /></div>Shikha Deepakhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14771628630149514529noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-988073689769711277.post-82274753163133822002009-02-24T10:21:00.000+05:302013-02-07T15:15:13.157+05:30कुछ यादें कुछ हकीक़त !!!!!!!!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-size: 130%;">आज सुबह सुबह <a href="http://udantashtari.blogspot.com/">समीर जी</a> का लेख पढ़ा।......... उन्होनें ठेठ हिन्दुस्तानी अंदाज में बिताये अपने अवकाश के एक दिन का जो विवरण दिया उसने हमें बहुत कुछ याद दिला दिया.....। मन जैसे पल भर में बचपन की गलियों में दौड़ आया।........... नवाबों के शहर लखनऊ में मेरा जन्म हुआ, वहीं पली बढ़ी, पढाई भी वहीं हुई।........... पिता भौतिकी के प्रवक्ता और माँ गृहणी।............ पुराने लखनऊ में रहते थे।.......... साधारण सी दिनचर्या होती थी।............. सुबह पति और बच्चों को बाहर तक छोड़ने आई गृहणियां अड़ोस पड़ोस का हाल चाल पूछने के बाद ही अपने काम निपटाती थी।.............. सबको पता होता था की औरों के घर में क्या हो रहा है।......... ठेले वाले से सब्जी लेते लेते दिन के खाने के मेनू से लेकर व्यंजन विधियों और सलाह मशवरों के दौर हो जाते थे।......... शाम को पुरूष वर्ग ऑफिस से आने के बाद टहलने के बहाने राजनीति से लेकर महंगाई आदि के मसलों पर चर्चा कर लेता थे।........ बच्चों को समर कैंप जाने की जरूरत नहीं पड़ती थी।.......... आधी रात को भी आवाज दो तो दस लोग पूछने आ जाते थे।.......... वक्त जरूरत पर सभी पड़ोसी चाचा, चाची, ताऊ, ताई, मामा, मामी (आंटी अंकल का फैशन ज़रा कम था) की तरह हर सुख दुःख में हिस्सेदार होते।....... किसी के गाँव का कटहल हो या किसी के बाग़ के आम बँटते पूरे मोहल्ले में थे।....... होली दिवाली की तरह अचार, पापडों और बड़ियों का भी मौसम आता था।......... सबकी छतें इनसे पट जातीं थीं।........... सभी हाथ काम में जुटे होते थे।...... घर हमारा हो या पड़ोसी का सभी मिल बाँट कर साल भर का कोटा तैयार कर लेते थे।........ घरों की छतें इस तरह मिलीं होती थी की कभी कभी तो आना जाना भी वहीं से हो जाता था।......... सर्दियों में वहीं से स्वेटरों की बुनाइयों का आदान प्रदान होता था।.... आजकल महानगरों में हमारी जिंदगी सिर्फ़ दो रोटी के जुगाड़ की मशक्कत में बीतती जा रही है।.......... किसे फुर्सत है आचार पापड़ और बडियां बनाने की, सब कुछ स्टोर में मिल जाता है।....... मोहल्ला- पड़ोसी सब बीते समय की बात हो गए हैं।...... लोगों को यह पता नहीं होता की बाजू वाले घर में कौन रहता है......। बहुमंजिला इमारतों में एक साझा छत होती हैं उसे भी कई बार सोसाइटी वाले होर्डिंग या टावर लगाने के लिए किराए पर दे देते हैं।......... खिड़कियों से आसमान के छोटे छोटे टुकड़े दिखतें हैं या दूर दूर तक फैले कंक्रीट के जंगल।........ जड़ों से इतनी दूर बसें हैं </span><span style="font-size: 130%;">कि</span> <span style="font-size: 130%;"> बहुत ढूंढने पर ही कोई दूर दराज का रिश्तेदार मिल पाता है।......... मित्रों की परिभाषा और गिनती समय और सुविधा के अनुसार बदलती रहती है।........ हमारे बच्चों के लिए हर जान पहचान वाला अंकल या आंटी है।........ इन बड़े बड़े अपार्टमेन्ट और पॉश कालोनी में वो रिश्तों की उस गर्माहट से सर्वथा वंचित हैं जो हमें उन छोटे छोटे मोहल्लों की तंग गलियों में मिलती थी।......... यह आधुनिकता की अंधी दौड़, यह एक दूसरे से आगे निकलने की होड़ हमें न जाने कहाँ ले जायेगी।............. कहीं यह सब सिर्फ़ कहानी बन कर न रह जाए।</span><br />
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Shikha Deepakhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14771628630149514529noreply@blogger.com16tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-988073689769711277.post-33729197353371697102009-02-02T13:42:00.000+05:302009-02-02T22:14:43.269+05:30एक नया ब्लॉग<span style="font-size:130%;"><span>मैंने</span> <span>अपनी</span> <span>पिछली</span> <span>पोस्ट</span> <span>में</span> <span>आपसे</span> <span>नए</span> <span>ब्लॉग</span> <span>के</span> <span>विषय</span> <span>में</span> <span>राय</span> <span>मांगी</span> <span>थी।</span> <span>आप</span> <span>सभी</span> <span>से</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>सकारात्मक</span> <span>प्रतिक्रियाएं</span> <span>मिली।</span> <span>बहुत</span> <span>बहुत</span> <span>धन्यवाद।</span> <span>आपके</span> <span>प्रोत्साहन</span> <span>से</span> <a href="http://jayakaa.blogspot.com/"><span>ज़ायका</span></a> <span>नाम</span> <span>से</span> <span>नया</span> <span>ब्लॉग</span> <span>आरम्भ</span> <span>कर</span> <span>रही</span> <span>हूँ</span>। <span>आशा</span> <span>है</span> <span>आप</span> <span>सब</span> <span>को</span> <span>पसंद</span> <span>आयेगा</span>। <span>आपके</span> <span>प्रश्नों</span>, <span>सुझावों</span> <span>और</span> <span>प्रतिक्रियाओं</span> <span>का</span> <span>सदा</span> <span>स्वागत</span> <span>है</span>।<br /><br /></span>Shikha Deepakhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14771628630149514529noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-988073689769711277.post-13365458213151262822009-02-02T05:55:00.000+05:302009-02-02T13:55:55.333+05:30आपकी राय!!!!!!<div style="text-align: justify;"> <span style="font-size:130%;"><span>खाना</span> <span>पकाना</span> <span>मेरा</span> <span>शौक</span> <span>है</span>। <span>ख़ुद</span> <span>खाने</span> <span>से</span> <span>ज्यादा</span> <span>दूसरो</span> <span>को</span> <span>खिलाना</span> <span>अच्छा</span> <span>लगता</span> <span>है</span>। <span>पाक</span> <span>कला</span> <span>में</span> <span>पारंगत</span> <span>तो</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>फ़िर</span> <span>भी</span> <span>नई</span> <span>नई</span> <span>विधियों</span> <span>को</span> <span>आजमाना</span> <span>पसंद</span> <span>है</span>। <span>बहुत</span> <span>दिनों</span> <span>से</span> <span>मन</span> <span>में</span> <span>विचार</span> <span>आरहा</span> <span>है</span> <span>कि </span><span>इस</span> <span>विषय</span> <span>पर</span> <span>अपनी</span> <span>जानकारी</span> <span>और</span> <span>व्यंजन</span> <span>विधियों</span> <span>को</span> <span>एक</span> <span>नए</span> <span>ब्लॉग</span> <span>के</span> <span>जरिये</span> <span>आप</span> <span>सभी</span> <span>के</span> <span>साथ</span> <span>बाँटू</span>.................... <span>परन्तु</span> <span>क्या</span> <span>इसकी </span><span>उपयोगिता</span> <span>है</span> !!!!! <span>चाहती</span> <span>हूँ</span> <span>कि</span> <span>आप</span> <span>लोग</span> <span>इस</span> <span>पर</span> <span>अपनी</span> <span>राय</span> <span>दें</span>। </span><br /></div>Shikha Deepakhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14771628630149514529noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-988073689769711277.post-5879074955531653242009-01-16T09:30:00.000+05:302009-01-22T19:09:27.657+05:30धन्यवाद!!!!<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span>मुझे</span> <span>पढ़ने</span> <span>वालों</span> <span>को</span> <span>मेरा</span> <span>बहुत</span> <span>बहुत</span> <span>धन्यवाद</span>।<br /><span>लिखती</span> <span>तो</span> <span>बरसों</span> <span>से</span> <span>हूँ</span> <span>पर</span> <span>कभी</span> <span>किसी</span> <span>को</span> <span>दिखाया</span> <span>नहीं</span>, <span>कभी</span> <span>कहीं</span> <span>छपाया</span> <span>नहीं</span>। <span>पहली</span> <span>बार</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>लेखन</span> <span>को</span> <span>दुनिया</span> <span>के</span> <span>सामने</span> <span>रखा</span> <span>तो</span> <span>लगा</span> <span>ही</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>की</span> <span>इतने</span> <span>उम्दा</span> <span>लेखकों</span> <span>के</span> <span>बीच</span> <span>कहीं</span> <span>कोई</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>भी</span> <span>पढ़ेगा</span>, <span>पर</span> <span>जब</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>लोगों</span> <span>की</span> <span>प्रतिक्रियाएँ</span> <span>मिली</span> <span>तो</span> <span>पल</span> <span>भर</span> <span>तो</span> <span>विश्वास</span> <span>ही</span> <span>नहीं</span> <span>हुआ</span> <span>की</span> <span>मैंने</span> <span>जो</span> <span>लिखा</span> <span>वो</span> <span>लोगों</span> <span>को</span> <span>अच्छा</span> <span>लगा। </span><br /><br /><span>आपकी</span> <span>प्रतिक्रियाओं</span> <span>ने</span> <span>मुझे</span> <span>प्रोत्साहित</span> <span>किया</span> <span>है</span>, <span>मुझे</span> <span>और</span> <span>लिखने</span> <span>की</span> <span>प्रेरणा</span> <span>दी</span> <span>है</span> <span>कोशिश</span> <span>करूंगी</span> कि <span>कुछ</span> <span>और</span> लिखूं अच्छा लिखूं</span>।<br /></div>Shikha Deepakhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14771628630149514529noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-988073689769711277.post-30257391337818211302008-09-21T18:33:00.000+05:302009-01-22T19:02:35.351+05:30मैं कौन हूँ ?????<span style="font-size:130%;"><span>मैं</span> <span>कौन</span> <span>हूँ</span> ? </span><span style="font-size:130%;"><span>क्या</span> <span>हूँ</span> ? <span>क्यों</span> <span>हूँ</span> ? <span>इसी</span> <span>प्रश्न</span> <span>का</span> <span>उत्तर</span> <span>ढूंढते</span> <span>ढूंढते</span> </span><span style="font-size:130%;">अपने <span>अन्तर</span> <span>को</span> <span>खंगालती</span> <span>रहती</span> <span>हूँ</span> ? <span>बहुत</span> <span>कुछ</span><span> मिलता</span> <span>भी</span> <span>है</span> <span>।</span> <span>बेचैनियाँ</span>, <span>तन्हाइयां</span>, <span>हसरतें</span>, <span>टूटे</span> <span>हुए</span> <span>सपने</span>, <span>ढेरों</span> <span>निराशा।</span> <span>मन</span> <span>उदास</span> <span>सा</span> <span>हो</span> <span>जाता</span> <span>है।</span> <span>सारे</span> विचार<span> इधर</span> <span>उधर</span> <span>हो</span> <span>जाते</span> <span>हैं</span>, <span>आंखों</span> <span>के</span> <span>आगे</span> <span>सारे</span> <span>शब्द</span> <span>तैरने</span> </span> <span style="font-size:130%;">लगते </span><span style="font-size:130%;">हैं ,</span><span style="font-size:130%;">एक <span>एक</span> <span>अक्षर</span> <span>बिखर</span> <span>जाता</span> <span>है</span>, <span>तभी</span> <span>उनमें</span> <span>से</span> <span>कुछ </span><span>अलग</span> <span>हो</span> <span>कर</span> <span>चमकने</span> <span>लगते</span> <span>हैं</span> <span>और</span> <span>जुड़</span> <span>कर</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>नए</span> <span>शब्द</span> <span>बनाते</span> <span>हैं</span>, <span>फ़िर</span> <span>एक</span> <span>बिजली</span> <span>सी</span> <span>कौंधती</span> <span>है</span> ..... <span>हलचल</span><span> सी</span> <span>होती</span> <span>है</span> .... <span>वह</span> <span>चमचमाते</span>, <span>कौंधते</span> <span>हुए</span> <span>शब्द</span> <span>सुर</span> <span>ताल</span> <span>में</span> <span>नृत्य</span> <span>करते</span> <span>से</span> <span>लगते</span> <span>हैं।</span> <span>एक</span> <span>लय</span> <span>में</span> <span>बंधे</span> <span>घूमते</span> <span>घूमते</span><span> अचानक</span> <span>ठहर</span> <span>जाते</span> <span>हैं।</span> <span>ध्यान</span> <span>से</span> <span>देखती</span> <span>हूँ</span> <span>तो</span> <span>उनमें</span> <span>कोई</span> <span>नई</span> <span>कविता</span> <span>कोई</span> <span>नई</span> <span>कहानी</span> <span>मिलती</span> <span>है</span> <span>और</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>भीतर</span> <span>के </span><span>किसी</span> <span>कोने</span> <span>की</span> <span>परछाई</span> <span>दिखाई</span> <span>देने</span> <span>लगती</span> <span>है।</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>मिल</span> <span>जाने</span> <span>की</span> <span>तसल्ली</span> <span>होती</span> <span>है।</span> <span>फ़िर</span> ........ <span>न</span> <span>जाने</span> <span>कहाँ</span> <span>से</span> <span>वही बेचैनी </span>चली <span>आती</span> <span>हैं</span> <span>और</span> <span>मैं</span> <span>अपने</span> <span>भीतर</span> <span>कुछ</span> <span>और</span> <span>प्रश्नों</span> <span>के</span> <span>उत्तर</span> <span>ढूँढने</span> <span>में</span> <span>लग</span> <span>जाती</span> <span>हूँ।</span> <span>यह</span> <span>सिलसिला</span> <span>वर्षों</span> <span>से</span> <span>चल</span><span> रहा</span> <span>है</span> <span>और</span> <span>चलता</span> <span>रहेगा। </span></span><span style="font-size:130%;"><span>कब</span> <span>मिलेंगे</span></span><span style="font-size:130%;"> <span>मुझे</span> <span>मेरे</span> <span>जवाब</span> </span><span style="font-size:130%;"> ???????????????</span><span style="font-size:130%;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;"><span><span>न </span></span> <span>जाने!!!!!!!!!!!!!</span></span>Shikha Deepakhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14771628630149514529noreply@blogger.com1